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Blacklight

Blacklight

Member
Jan 3, 2022
33
I don't have time for SN and am too much of a wimp for hanging/jumping.

Please help me with another way out? I'd prefer to OD but I know that's a low success rate
 
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BornToFail

BornToFail

Experienced
Sep 9, 2022
285
Is there any way you can get a firearm?
 
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BornToFail

BornToFail

Experienced
Sep 9, 2022
285
Yes but Have you seen the pictures of people who survive firearm attempts?

Fuck
I hope this doesn't sound like bs but that only happens to people who use it in a poor manner. It is an excellent method, but many watch too many movies and try to put it under their chin or temple. Put it to the roof of your mouth and aim for the brain stem.
 
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Blacklight

Blacklight

Member
Jan 3, 2022
33
That and jumping are the only methods I have right now
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
What does it mean that you don't have time to SN? A person whose purpose is to leave must have time to wait at the station. Maybe you should give it some serious thought.
 
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Blacklight

Blacklight

Member
Jan 3, 2022
33
What does it mean that you don't have time to SN? A person whose purpose is to leave must have time to wait at the station. Maybe you should give it some serious thought.
I've been on this forum for a year. I've given it serious thought. The more I think about it the more I talk myself out of it.

Tomorrow I'm ctb. I'd prefer not to jump, but that or a firearm seem to be the only way.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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I don't have time for SN and am too much of a wimp for hanging/jumping.

Please help me with another way out? I'd prefer to OD but I know that's a low success rate
I'm sorry you want to leave so soon :( ❤️ have you thought about partial? It's not nearly as bad as hanging. I hope you change your mind, sorry it's come to this ❤️
 
Domimi

Domimi

End of all hope
Apr 20, 2020
67
Yes but Have you seen the pictures of people who survive firearm attempts?

Fuck
Then don't survive. Shoot yourself during a bath or near a body of water, so if you survive you die of hemorrhage or drowning. By combining different methods you're upping your chances a lot. Combining firearm + falling sounds good also if you can't summon the courage to jump while conscious.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,957
I understand having the fear of ctb failing and struggling to find ways to ctb and I get that it's hard to carry on existing when all that you wish for is to be gone. The world that we live in unfortunately makes ctb so unnecessarily difficult for us after all and this is very tiring. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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freedomcalls

Student
Nov 9, 2022
136
I'm so sorry for the desperation you felt

You haven't been on since Tuesday…. I hope that you have found the peace you were seeking for so long

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