Need to CTB but have 2 teenagers and a loving Elderly Father

[indianachrome]

I really need to CTB but my dad has saved my ass the last few years and he's 81 and I'm afraid he would be crushed. Also my kids would be crushed. But what about my miserable life that just went from amazing to garbage - dogwater - bullshit? It doesn't seem right to just exist here because of other people....

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

I really need to CTB but my dad has saved my ass the last few years and he's 81 and I'm afraid he would be crushed. Also my kids would be crushed. But what about my miserable life that just went from amazing to garbage - dogwater - bullshit? It doesn't seem right to just exist here because of other people....

you don't owe anyone you staying

 

[TheHolySword]

2 teens? are you still responsible for them? that's anywhere from a child to an adult. even 19 is young to lose a parent.

 

[calicocat07]

you don't owe anyone you staying

I dont know. They've got kids, op needs to consider that sorry to say. At least till their older.

 

[indianachrome]

I pay child support but they live out of state. Right now I go visit them one weekend per month and some holidays. 13 and 15

 

[claracatchingthebus]

It's been 8-9 weeks since your incident that made your medical issues worse. It is way too soon to commit suicide. Leave here. Come back in a year if you're still in agony and consider things then.

Yes, you have 2 teenagers, you are completely in the wrong for thinking about ctbing this soon. Whatever things happened, it may be in another month or two, you'll be able to stretch in a way to get out of whatever misalignment you have. If you have children, you need to try to be responsible for them as long as you can. This new accident development happened less than 6 months ago.

If you are still in the same agony a year from now and everything is in horrible pain all the time, then it's understandable to think about it then. Also, if you are currently about to be homeless or face something dire, that could possibly make things more understandable, but otherwise, this is way too soon to consider this.

 

[newslaves916]

you don't owe anyone you staying

I usually agree but, they're kids
OP should atleast wait till they are older and can manage their own lives and have matured

 

[indianachrome]

It's been 8-9 weeks since your incident that made your medical issues worse. It is way too soon to commit suicide. Leave here. Come back in a year if you're still in agony and consider things then.

Yes, you have 2 teenagers, you are completely in the wrong for thinking about ctbing this soon. Whatever things happened, it may be in another month or two, you'll be able to stretch in a way to get out of whatever misalignment you have. If you have children, you need to try to be responsible for them as long as you can. This new accident development happened less than 6 months ago.

If you are still in the same agony a year from now and everything is in horrible pain all the time, then it's understandable to think about it then. Also, if you are currently about to be homeless or face something dire, that could possibly make things more understandable, but otherwise, this is way too soon to consider this.

thanks for this input. Im coming off an extremely high dose of prednisone and my mood is severely depressed and i'm not thinking right. This website is so comforting for me as it provided me so much comfort when I was facing horrible life circumstances 5 years ago.