Need help choosing between 3 methods

[Beta7]

Hello! I am choosing between 3 options. And I am not quite sure which option to choose. I will be glad to hear your opinions and recommendations

1) Hypothermia. I've read in а Japanese book "The complete manual of suicide" that this method is quite painless. I've also read the description of this method on this website.

Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) method

Translation from the German book "Selbstbestimmtes Sterben. Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist" Victor Niculescu Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) "The lethal dose of Diphenhydramine(chloride) is 50mg per kg body weight. also required: Zopiclon 20 tablets Bromazepam or Triazolam 30-50...

sanctioned-suicide.net

But my biggest fear is not even pain ( I am planning to do it when the temperature is over 0 C so that I will not get frostbites) but the possibility to lay down for several days without sleep. It is possible that I will lose my mind after 2 days of sleep deprivation in cold.

2) Nembutal. This is of course the most desirable option for me but I'm not sure if I will be able to get it even If I fly to Bolivia or Peru. And of course I don't want my relatives to transfer my body. So I will need to go deep into the forest or something like that. Besides I am from Russia and I don't work at this moment so maybe I will get problems with VISA.

3) SN. I've read that on this website it is the most recommended one but I am actually afraid of using it and for me this is the last option. First of all I know several cases where people didn't die but experienced unbearable pain. My biggest fear is to experience suffocation before I lose consciousness. It is also very hard to accurately calculate drug doses. I also tаkе acnecutan and small doses of antidepressants.

 

[sadalways]

Well, it's really up to you, personally my choice is SN, i haven't really heard about people experiencing "unbearable pain" and honestly, even if there is some pain i'd rather that than other methods, especially cause my options are limited. Nembutal would of course be the preferred option for me, but hypothermia sounds... scary.

 

[derekWest]

First of all I know several cases where people didn't die but experienced unbearable pain.

i'm quite surprise when you say that ! because SN method is recommended by PPeH

 

[erski]

i'm quite surprise when you say that ! because SN method is recommended by PPeH

That recommendation does not remove the variability of hoe SN works on different people

 

[Beta7]

Well, it's really up to you, personally my choice is SN, i haven't really heard about people experiencing "unbearable pain" and honestly, even if there is some pain i'd rather that than other methods, especially cause my options are limited. Nembutal would of course be the preferred option for me, but hypothermia sounds... scary.

Thank you for your opinion. I am afraid mostly to experience suffocation. When I was a child I almost drowned and I don't want to feel it ever.

i'm quite surprise when you say that ! because SN method is recommended by PPeH

Yes, but I have talked with a girl l who had 2 friends who couldn't stand the pain and called the ambulance

That recommendation does not remove the variability of hoe SN works on different people

This is another reason that stops me from choosing this method