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SadCryingBunny

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I am prepared and about to walk into a local gas supplier within the next day or so and request a small bottle of Nitrogen. I am very nervous and freaking out about what to say I need it for. Please I need support. I've heard the most common to say is I need food grade nitrogen to purge the air from the stored fruits & vegetables containers as I don't like shopping often. Is that a sufficient answer if I'm asked or feel the need to mention if the transaction is quiet and conversation is needed to make the situation less suspicious or awkward? After this, I will need help purchasing the adapter once I determine the valve type, a full face mask and any sleeping or anti headache pills. I want to breath the nitrogen and just go unconscious and pass with minimal pain and discomfort.
 
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gottacheckout

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May 20, 2025
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There is nothing illegal about buying nitrogen, at least not in the US. The most important thing to do is relax and don't offer more information than necessary. If asked why you want it just say you have a friend that stores their fruits and vegetables using it and they are going to show you how it is done. That way you are not expected to know how to do it.
 
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I agree with the other poster. In the US, just go in and tell them you want to buy a 40 cu ft nitrogen tank and you need the highest purity they have. Wait until they ask you what you need it for before you say anything else. It's a perfomance. Actors do it. You can too.
 
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SadCryingBunny

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Did you get it ok?
Hi I got the tank, it was very easy to get. Now the next problem is solving how to transfer the nitrogen from the Type 51 adapter to a smaller portable scuba tank. I've got the fill whip, but need the adapter for the nitrogen valve. Once that is done, I need to find a remote location or figure out a way for my body to not be discovered until it's skeletonised as I'm terrified of being cut up in an autopsy.
I agree with the other poster. In the US, just go in and tell them you want to buy a 40 cu ft nitrogen tank and you need the highest purity they have. Wait until they ask you what you need it for before you say anything else. It's a perfomance. Actors do it. You can too.
Did you get it ok?
Hi I got the tank, it was very easy to get. Now the next problem is solving how to transfer the nitrogen from the Type 51 adapter to a smaller portable scuba tank. I've got the fill whip, but need the adapter for the nitrogen valve. Once that is done, I need to find a remote location or figure out a way for my body to not be discovered until it's skeletonised as I'm terrified of being cut up in an autopsy.
 
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k1w1

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Feb 16, 2022
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OK< best of luck with that, hope it transfers smoothly.
 

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