Need an urgent advice..🙏🏻

[nana2000]

Unfortunately I currently live with my mom and unlike what she told me before, despite me suffering for more than 10 years due to mental problems, she declared she will report me if I try to do something. The sn should arrive really soon and I wanted to ask how long can it be kept. It comes in a sealed plastic bag. I hope maybe one day she will go abroad and this is will be my chance..I'm very sad, I can't stand the bullying in the university anymore and my loneliness due to the disease

 

[Exact Change]

I'm sorry about your situation. Look at the fact your mom said she would report you as an expression of concern. She recognizes you are struggling, so she is worried. As far as SN, there are posts about its shelf life out here but I don't recall the specifics. I believe it remains potent for several years but you should explore previous posts.

Bullying at University? That is a shame. I recall people finding their own group of like-minded friends in college. There was also the ability to blend in and become unnoticed. But I guess all schools are different.

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

Three years minimum under proper storage conditions. That's what I've read anyway. I'm sorry you're being bullied. If there's one thing in this world I truly can't stand, it's people who bully others for fun. It's so needless

 

[nana2000]

I'm sorry about your situation. Look at the fact your mom said she would report you as an expression of concern. She recognizes you are struggling, so she is worried. As far as SN, there are posts about its shelf life out here but I don't recall the specifics. I believe it remains potent for several years but you should explore previous posts.

Bullying at University? That is a shame. I recall people finding their own group of like-minded friends in college. There was also the ability to blend in and become unnoticed. But I guess all schools are different.

People in the university claim (not everybody though) that I ask too many questions during classes because I want to understand the material thoroughly. Maybe it's my fault..

 

[WhiteRabbit]

People in the university claim (not everybody though) that I ask too many questions during classes because I want to understand the material thoroughly. Maybe it's my fault..

So what? Who cares what some randos in your class think?

 

[nana2000]

It just gives a sense that the whole group is against one person and it's scary because of my social phobia. It's not very pleasant but basically it's my problem for not able to handle it and you are totally right

 

[almaranthine]

I'm sorry to hear you are having a tough time in university and are being bullied. If this is just happening in some of your classes, just know that next semester you will have different ones, with new people most likely, and a chance to make a different impression on those around you. Even if you are studying in a major with a smaller sampling of people, and happen to see a few of the same people in your classes again, it won't be the same exact dynamic. I'm just trying to be a little encouraging. It breaks my heart when I hear stories about young people still in school that have lost hope and want to give up. I wish I could give you a hug. It's very unfortunate that you are experiencing such negativity. As for the SN, as long as you do not open the baggie up, and the chemical isn't exposed to air, it can last years. Some sources say that it has an indefinite shelf life. I have also heard the 3 year shelf life that another user posted. Regardless, I really hope that things get better for you

 

[Zegers]

I had a bullying problem in last years of hs because they said i smelled bad, which is true, as i have bladder problems but at a certain point i stopped going, it was unbearable to go from 9 to 2 there.

 

[nana2000]

today was unbearable. Nobody said hello to me and the worst a very good private tutore decided to ignore my messages. That was the last stroke. I told everybody I'm dropping out and for now after I cried my eyes out mom told me I can go to a hotel with the sn. I hope this nightmare will be over soon.

 

[spixs_macaw]

I am so sorry to hear about your situation. Try not do it in an emotional moment; I know it's hard and I understand that you can't take it any longer. We are here for you if you want to talk!

 

[nana2000]

I am so sorry to hear about your situation. Try not do it in an emotional moment; I know it's hard and I understand that you can't take it any longer. We are here for you if you want to talk!

Thank you so so much luckily the package already arrived to my country and I want to take it already (when mom is not home). I just don't know if I should take an antiacid..today the students in the university on purpose moved away when I set next to them and they refuse to be on the same elevator as me. It's hell. I will appreciate very much if you can tell me regarding the antiacid because I don't want my attempt to fail. It's my only chance to end this misery. Thank you

 

[spixs_macaw]

I am so so sorry to hear about this. I think it will always remain a mystery to me why people would treat others like this. Call me naive but it's simply not in my nature to bully others or being mean to them simply for no reasons.

As for the anti acids, I must say that I am struggling to give you a definite answer to this. As far as I've understood you'll need them. There are loads of information on the SN method in this forum (such as here: Thread 'SN megathread'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/).

As I said, try not to do it in a moment where you completely out of mind