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wham311

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I want to have friends and be liked and be confident and capable. High self esteem. Look like I used to. Have good work ethic. A career. Treat people right. Be fun. Have money, have a family, be able to love my family and my dog. Be in San Diego. Play softball with her again. Have a companion. A future. A past I was proud of. To be able to go to sleep peaceful without meds and wake up happy with purpose and a life. I want to love music again and go to concerts. I want my mind back. I want to be able to think thoughts without pain. I want to like myself.
 
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deletednumber

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Some help
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

whhaazzzzzuuupppp
May 21, 2025
447
a large cheese pizza with a shit ton of jalapeños on it
 
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promise.i.tried

Destroy what destroys you.
Jul 1, 2025
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To see him
 
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Grog

Grog

I am a defect.
Jun 3, 2025
487
To hold someone's hand.
 
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farewell_to_my_mask

farewell_to_my_mask

Member
Jun 26, 2025
21
might be basic or cliche, but a hug.
 
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Bad Karma

Bad Karma

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
128
to feel pretty
 
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Bxtra

Bxtra

Member
Jul 27, 2024
22
Ozempic 😅
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
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Death.
 
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FishRain3469

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Some motherfckn Xanax please.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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A hug, and just nothingness as opposed to emptiness.
 
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PurpleDeranged

PurpleDeranged

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Jul 15, 2025
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To never worry about money ever again. Oh and a deeper bathtub. I want to soak without bending like a shrimp!
 
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ForsakenEcho

ForsakenEcho

when things just get too much
Jan 14, 2024
55
some warm food
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
680
To stop procrastinating
 
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brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
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Death.
 
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sy46

sy46

why do I wake up every morning?
Nov 13, 2024
14
not to feel the worst person in the world
 
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r.m.216

Student
Aug 11, 2025
168
My old life back
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
680
Happiness.
But not for me.
For you.
 
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livefastdieyoung

livefastdieyoung

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Aug 5, 2025
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A nose job, and also one person in the world who loves me the way I love them!
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
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to be an immortal in the body/mind i had nine years ago.
 
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The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
680
To get this thread onto a new page.
 
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Eternal Disaster

IHaveDemonsInMyHead
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I want a hug.
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
810
I want to go home.
 
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fedup1982

Arcanist
Jul 17, 2025
499
No restlessness would be nice
 
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r.m.216

Student
Aug 11, 2025
168
Friends
Career
To be in the shape I was in october
Rid of this pain
My own place
No debt
Out of this fucking city
 
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renaxx

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A hug
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
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peace
 
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