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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
A new good life
 
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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
Sleep.

I feel super hollow and I've just been sitting in silence staring thoughtlessly at a screen or around the room for hours...
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
758
You can guess.
 
Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
I want to be rid of this nausea.

[Is that the same thing as wishing to be dead? I can't tell?]
 
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DoneWithIt21

New Member
Jul 8, 2022
3
I want my early 2021 life back
 
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Yupyapyop

Member
Jul 19, 2022
8
My wife back....... Unfortunately not an option
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
A time machine
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
326
I would like to be left alone. I'm just a quiet cripple who minds my own business but I'm a target for other people's shit. When you're disabled, people just think it's fun to do awful things to you. Fk 'em. Can't get me when I'm dead.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
To move. It's the same thing I wanted for at least the past year straight. For a lot of years before that and will continue to want until the day I do.
I'm at the point where if I don't move at this point I'm going to annoying cry until you kick me out, I'm going to kms, and my friend questioned how I haven killed you yet.... While I'd probably get away with it considering I have YEARS of posts of me crying about you, I'd rather not find out.
This "relationship" we have, is toxic as fuck. Youre toxic as hell. And I want the fuck out. I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out
 
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Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Kindness
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Feel physically fine, at least.
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
326
More charcoal. Just ordered and paid for BBQs plus delivery.
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
326
And helium for balloon party.
Helium is not sold pure here anymore. Well, not the kind they sell in department stores. I had thought about it, but too difficult to obtain pure. Reviews showed that the balloons sink within an hour or two. I have a dark sense of humour though. I might hang a doll in a police uniform, with a noose around its neck, outside my door. They are a cunch of bunts and partially responsible for me CTB. I want it to stay in their minds.
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
374
Someone to hold me as I ctb

I'd get two things all in one. To end my suffering, and to feel loved in my final moments.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Too hot and can't sleep, i feel so bitter and anxious, just walking around these black and empty days, i want to get it over with.
 
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Blondie

Member
Aug 12, 2022
79
Lots of money & a long hug
 
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GhostNote

Member
Aug 23, 2022
32
The pain in my ears from sound to stop
 
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Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,754
My scholarship
 
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Blondie

Blondie

Member
Aug 12, 2022
79
To have a clear mind and know what to do instead of being so uncertain
 
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mongoose23

mongoose23

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Aug 3, 2022
27
The courage to get up and just do something, anything
 
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