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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,452
Silence. I do not want to hear my tinnitus right now. For some reason it is louder at around this time of night.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
Emotionally, a hug. I just got my ass chewed out by a psychotic customer.

Realistically, a huge stack of hard cash so I wouldn't have to keep this job.
 
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puppet_nihilist

puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
227
A body and memory preserving time machine to prevent this nightmarish existence from having happened. Or, N instead.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,556
Someone who really cares about me.
A friend.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,064
Someone to stay with me but without talk...just silence
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
An answer to why my life got so fucked up that I am talking about it on a suicide forum.
 
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R

RedundantRecord

Member
Jun 24, 2021
16
Death, permanent non-existence, it's something society tends to portray as both too little and too much to ask for, but they fathom none of it.
 
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MountKecske

Member
Jun 4, 2021
66
To doctors to take me seriously. Money to be able to afford stem cell treatments.
Return to my mid-twenties
A healthy body and my old creative lunatic mind that's got altered to function as a neurotypical robot
 
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sanguineblade

Member
Jul 3, 2021
86
my health back :(
and someone to hug me for many hours
 
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BrokenLine

Experienced
Jul 13, 2019
255
To sit down and really talk to someone about anything and nothing.
 
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one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
To not care about how my family feels. Luckily, my feelings on this come and go, so hopefully I will not care tomorrow.

To cuddle with a cute boy.
 
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Depressed_Kettle

Depressed_Kettle

Experienced
Apr 25, 2021
253
Money would be great but it wouldn't solve my problem. Money ≠ happiness.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,556
close my eyes and never open them again
 
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NasiGoreng

NasiGoreng

Experienced
Aug 11, 2021
219
I just want to be loved.
 
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S

seeking2learn

Member
Aug 18, 2021
51
To be able dream a good dream.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
A quick painless death.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
For my chronic pain issues to resolve. I thought battling my mind was enough and now this.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
A pair of Bright Red Nike Trainer's, Size 7.5
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,788
Girlfriend.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
Time machine to have never been born
 
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F

FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
192
These platform boots I've been eyeing. That or cyanide
 
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aviation

aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
To not be alone no matter how many people I surround myself with. To be back with my people. To finally understand and be understood again. Just to wake up at home. The warmth of home. Just anyone from home to talk to. Just anyone I can understand, anyone who shares my groundwork, not this alien world, empty shell of nothing. It hurts to be here, it hurts to be away from where I belong, and it hurts even more to be here entirely alone. That was more than one, I apologize, but really, they're all the same - I want home.
 
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NoPurpose

New Member
Jul 31, 2021
4
An Italian sub/sandwich. I've been fasting for almost two days, and I am hungry.
 
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bear_trapped

bear_trapped

taking it one day at a time
Feb 13, 2020
73
for her to like me back
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
Lunch break and I desperately want fries :(
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
Someone to wash my motorbike. Fucking insects are plastered all over it. Eurgh.
 

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