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Blackjack

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Starting my fasting today, will drink only Ensure supplement drinks for the next 3 days to empty my system completely before drinking my N late Monday night.

Next up, Meto. Just have to decide if I'm doing regime or stat. Thoughts on either?
 
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ihatepain

ihatepain

I never wanted to be born.
Mar 24, 2019
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Good luck with everything. I appreciate the conversations we had.
 
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Eurus

Everything Must Cease.
Sep 30, 2019
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Best of luck in your endeavor
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
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3 whole goddamn days?
Shit, you re really hardcore.
I struggle to stay like 6 hours without eating.
I can't imagine what it will be like 3 days of fasting.
Not taking any risks, i guess?
At least you have the best method around and it will all be peaceful. Wish all of us could get it.
But anyways, may all of your suffering come to and end and your will prevail.
You will be sorely missed around here.
 
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Blackjack

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3 whole goddamn days?
Shit, you re really hardcore.
I struggle to stay like 6 hours without eating.
I can't imagine what it will be like 3 days of fasting.
Not taking any risks, i guess?
At least you have the best method around and it will all be peaceful. Wish all of us could get it.
But anyways, may all of your suffering come to and end and your will prevail.
You will be sorely missed around here.
I don't/can't each much anyway so it won't be difficult. I didn't eat for several months earlier this year & lived to tell. 3 days is a walk in the park comparatively. Thanks for your well wishes.
Best of luck in your endeavor
Thank you.
 
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Jean Améry

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Thanks for the valuable contributions you made to this forum and for sharing your warm personality with us. Sorry you had to make this choice because of a nasty, incurable disease.

Just to spite the narcissist who thinks he gets to dictate what others may or may not say on this forum: peace.
 
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Blackjack

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Thanks for the valuable contributions you made to this forum and for sharing your warm personality with us. Sorry you had to make this choice because of a nasty, incurable disease.

Just to spite the narcissist who thinks he gets to dictate what others may or may not say on this forum: peace.
Thanks for your kind words. And yes, PEACE be with us all.
 
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Heart of Ice

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Sep 26, 2019
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Many people seem to be going around now, I've seen many goodbye threads. I haven't been here for that long, but it is always sad to see people go.

Good luck, and godspeed.
 
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Many people seem to be going around now, I've seen many goodbye threads. I haven't been here for that long, but it is always sad to see people go.

Good luck, and godspeed.
Thank you. May we all be successful.
 
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LonelyLight

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May 31, 2019
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Very best of luck to you, I have always enjoyed reading your posts, you will be very missed here
 
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Blackjack

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Very best of luck to you, I have always enjoyed reading your posts, you will be very missed here
Thank you. I always enjoy your posts too, Light.
 
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Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
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I hope everything will be as planned. Good luck my friend.
 
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Aug 15, 2019
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Good luck. If you need someone to talk to I'm here for you.
 
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Aug 19, 2019
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I wish you good luck and, excuse my unhealthy discourse, peace.

Hope to have such strength as yours when soon my time comes.
 
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NextBusLeaving

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Jun 24, 2019
334
Wish you only the best. ALS is such a rough hand to be dealt. Will have good prayers for you and your family.
 
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BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
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I will miss our friendly discussions on my method choice. Thank you for your input and not being afraid to speak your mind. I wish you the best over these last few days. You'll be in my thoughts ❤
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
3 whole goddamn days?
Shit, you re really hardcore.
I struggle to stay like 6 hours without eating.
I can't imagine what it will be like 3 days of fasting.
Not taking any risks, i guess?
At least you have the best method around and it will all be peaceful. Wish all of us could get it.
But anyways, may all of your suffering come to and end and your will prevail.
You will be sorely missed around here.
I know it's going to be tough. I have to fast for three days too to do a different method. I don't know how I'm going to do it because I just love to eat and I'm always hubgry? One day I tried not to eat anything and I lasted until night which was only because bi slept all day and couldn't take it anymore. It's definitely going to be tough.
Starting my fasting today, will drink only Ensure supplement drinks for the next 3 days to empty my system completely before drinking my N late Monday night.

Next up, Meto. Just have to decide if I'm doing regime or stat. Thoughts on either?
I wish you a peaceful painless exit from the cruelty you've been experiencing. All the best to you.
 
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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Next up, Meto. Just have to decide if I'm doing regime or stat. Thoughts on either?
Dignitas only give a stat dose. No regimen
 
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alexithymia

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Sep 18, 2019
176
I'm really going to miss seeing your posts around here, Blackjack. A lot.
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
I'm really going to miss seeing your posts around here, Blackjack. A lot.
Yeah, me too @Blackjack , your posts were a favorite.
Sorry it has come to this, but Godspeed! :'( :heart: :hug:
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Will miss your posts. Always worthwhile reading.

Peace be with you.
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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I shall miss you too, and am full of admiration and empathy for your decision. Too many things have been way too hard for you, so I wish you a smooth road moving forward. Journey well
 
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Blackjack

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I'm really going to miss seeing your posts around here, Blackjack. A lot.
Thank you.
I shall miss you too, and am full of admiration and empathy for your decision. Too many things have been way too hard for you, so I wish you a smooth road moving forward. Journey well
Thank you.
Will miss your posts. Always worthwhile reading.

Peace be with you.
Thank you.
Yeah, me too @Blackjack , your posts were a favorite.
Sorry it has come to this, but Godspeed! :'( :heart: :hug:
Thank you.
Dignitas only give a stat dose. No regimen
Thank you my BSF.
Good luck. If you need someone to talk to I'm here for you.
Thank you.
I know it's going to be tough. I have to fast for three days too to do a different method. I don't know how I'm going to do it because I just love to eat and I'm always hubgry? One day I tried not to eat anything and I lasted until night which was only because bi slept all day and couldn't take it anymore. It's definitely going to be tough.

I wish you a peaceful painless exit from the cruelty you've been experiencing. All the best to you.
Thank you.
I wish you good luck and, excuse my unhealthy discourse, peace.

Hope to have such strength as yours when soon my time comes.
Thank you.
I will miss our friendly discussions on my method choice. Thank you for your input and not being afraid to speak your mind. I wish you the best over these last few days. You'll be in my thoughts ❤
Thank you. I wish you the best, too.
Wish you only the best. ALS is such a rough hand to be dealt. Will have good prayers for you and your family.
Thank you.
 
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a_strange_day

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Jul 16, 2019
461
Dignitas only give a stat dose. No regimen

Yes but dignitas uses pentobarbital powder and it's mixed with only 50ml of pure water. Blackjack has the liquid form if I am right and it's 200 ml of mixed shit so I would personally go with the 36h regimen.
 
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malummo

Student
Jul 15, 2019
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I wish some miracle to touch you ...thank you for your presence and contribution to the forum. good luck and be at peace.
 
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Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
I'll miss seeing your posts, BJ. You seemed to be a regular on the forum so it will feel lacking without you around.
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Yes but dignitas uses pentobarbital powder and it's mixed with only 50ml of pure water. Blackjack has the liquid form if I am right and it's 200 ml of mixed shit so I would personally go with the 36h regimen.
If my knowledge is correct, the antiemetic has nothing to do with what is being ingested. The antiemetic is about not being nauseous, independent of what you are taking. But happy to be corrected
 
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Nem

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Sep 3, 2018
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