When i wrote this '' Im ending my life, i would just say ive changed my mind and dont want to end my life and pretend youre embarrassed by the whole situation. '' i meant i would say that to the police if they knocked on my door for buying N.
The reason why im saying this is, a woman who i have history with,
i stupidly told her on jan 9th this year id be leaving her and said good bye to her,
little did i realise she came to mine the next morning 9am, knocked on my door lots, i blanked her,
she only went to my neighbours and called the police on me.... i was mortified, and im hiding looking out my window, heart pounding.
Talk about anxiety. i see the police walking down my path 10 mins later.
i walked out and gave them a made up story of i meant good bye to her as in im leaving her and dont want to see her again,
i acted totally normal. they didnt suspect anything. they said are well good luck with that one and laughed as they walked away.
i learned police are understanding if you are honest with them (even though youre lying to them) but if youre a good actor you can get away with it.
Anyways where are you from sheerpanicattack?