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PainAndSadness

Student
Sep 21, 2022
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So far there is no legit source for N online since D's gone, is there anywhere in person you can get N? Like somewhere in mexico?
 
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Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
324
Yes I plan on flying to Mexico too. Every pharmacy sells you N there. No questions asked.
 
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PainAndSadness

Student
Sep 21, 2022
123
Yes I plan on flying to Mexico too. Every pharmacy sells you N there. No questions asked.
is that really true? or just a myth spread around? if it was that easy id imagine more ppl would ctb that way
 
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Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
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is that really true? or just a myth spread around? if it was that easy id imagine more ppl would ctb that way
curious to know as well. especially wondering how you would bring it back through customs
 
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itokin

New Member
Oct 11, 2022
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what is N? i've seen it mentioned several times while lurking here but doesn't know what it stand for
 
Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
324
is that really true? or just a myth spread around? if it was that easy id imagine more ppl would ctb that way
it is! a very corrupt country. as for bringing it back, my home country is corrupt too.

anyway if you are afraid don't do it obv
 
Esbliss5202

Esbliss5202

I want to be the person dog thinks I am
Jul 10, 2019
2
Wow that is interesting about being able to buy it in
Mexico..is this true though?
 
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September Salt

Member
Jul 23, 2022
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It is absolutely not easy to buy, even in Mexico. Anyone who offers to sell it to you on this site is trying to scam you.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
No, N is not "easily available" in Mexico anymore. And it most certainly is not sold "no questions asked by any pharmacy". That's complete and utter BS and you shouldn't spend your money on a 2 week vacation with the only goal of trying to buy N. If you want to go on a vacation though, by all means... it's a beautiful place to visit.

The PPeH describes different places that used to sell veterinary N to people in Mexico, but it also clearly states that those who successfully purchased, did so years ago (as in 2012/13/14).

Mexico has caught on to this "suicide tourism" and pharmacies as well as vet clinics are much more careful when it comes to this. Especially in coastal tourist areas.

And don't forget: they too are struggling to source veterinary N due to the global shortage.

That's one reason for D to have stopped supplying. He simply can't get the product and the same applies to legal sellers.
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
No, N is not "easily available" in Mexico anymore. And it most certainly is not sold "no questions asked by any pharmacy". That's complete and utter BS and you shouldn't spend your money on a 2 week vacation with the only goal of trying to buy N. If you want to go on a vacation though, by all means... it's a beautiful place to visit.

The PPeH describes different places that used to sell veterinary N to people in Mexico, but it also clearly states that those who successfully purchased, did so years ago (as in 2012/13/14).

Mexico has caught on to this "suicide tourism" and pharmacies as well as vet clinics are much more careful when it comes to this. Especially in coastal tourist areas.

And don't forget: they too are struggling to source veterinary N due to the global shortage.

That's one reason for D to have stopped supplying. He simply can't get the product and the same applies to legal sellers.
Do you think D will resurface once the shortage is over?
 
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eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
Yes I plan on flying to Mexico too. Every pharmacy sells you N there. No questions asked.
I doubt every pharmacy sells it OTC?
Maybe if you bribe them a lot of cash right ?
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Do you think D will resurface once the shortage is over?
Not sure.

I think once the shortage resolves, he may get back into it.
In the end, it was a high-return business he was running, but small enough to be insignificant to officials. They have bigger fish to fry.

So, yes, unless D finds another gig, he or some new letter-person will be back eventually. But that could take a year.
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
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Yes I plan on flying to Mexico too. Every pharmacy sells you N there. No questions asked.
If, I send you some money could you pick up some? Asking for a homeless dude I know.
(Naw, I know damn well that would risk compromising both you and me, but it felt good to ask!)
 
Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
324
If, I send you some money could you pick up some? Asking for a homeless dude I know.
(Naw, I know damn well that would risk compromising both you and me, but it felt good to ask!)
I am sorry!
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
I am sorry!
Seriously though, if you do find some, please PM us and let us know the details! Don't post here though, as we're being watched :(
 
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Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
610
I doubt every pharmacy sells it OTC?
Maybe if you bribe them a lot of cash right ?
They don't… There has been posts of people going there, they give detailed accounts of now it's not that easy, and some came up empty handed even with bribes. Not to mention, why would pharmacies carry the stuff to put down animals. OP also states the PPH removed the "every pharmacy in Mexico sells it" section of the book, because of "backlash" but doesn't cite any sources or their announcement. That announcement would have been posted here like dozens of times. We all want N, but we can't be naive and or spread misinformation.
 
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hamtaro

Paragon
Oct 8, 2022
950
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-from-d-megathread.77724/page-81

Suggest reading the end of this megathread. There is a global shortage of N. Also discussion about trying to buy in person.
 
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FindingPeace8

Member
Mar 25, 2022
28
Yes I plan on flying to Mexico too. Every pharmacy sells you N there. No questions asked.
That's not true. Not every pharmacy does sell it. But if you go around enough you can definitely get it.
is that really true? or just a myth spread around? if it was that easy id imagine more ppl would ctb that way
Yeah, they do not just sell N that casually :(...not to say someone coudn't get it cheap there. It just wouldn't be sk easy.
 
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DaatiSimi

DaatiSimi

Member
Nov 24, 2022
65
I also want to venture to Mexico and try to find it. This would be my holy grail, I wouldn't wait another week once I have in my hands bezH.
I want to go check out the vets listed at the PPHB in Tj
 
LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
314
I believe it's impossible to obtain in Mexico now.. although I've not tried myself, just what I've read. According to the most recent PPH you'd stand a better chance in Peru, and this is what I'm considering.. I can't go anytime soon, due to my mental state but if I ever feel well enough I will give it a go. Considering brining it back with me but don't think this is realistic.
The other issue is I'm scared of flying and I'm based in Europe.
 

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