My windowsill

[s1mplem3]

I'm sad that you're leaving and sorry that wasn't there with you, I wish you peace and hope your daughters will understand.
RIP.

 

[Giraffey]

This is achingly sad, I'm glad that you had the support of the kind-hearted people here. I feel that I should say something more, but unfortunately, I lack the brains. I hope that you'll excuse these slightly saccharine words, but it's what is on my mind right now.

Tonight the sky is resting,
the wind draws no more tears,
your soul is finding peace,
free of your demons and your fears.

Sending my love to wherever you are right now.

 

[Jean4]

She last spoke to me 37 minutes ago. I hope she is at peace, and I will write a tribute tomorrow.

 

[s1mplem3]

She last spoke to me 37 minutes ago. I hope she is at peace, and I will write a tribute tomorrow.

I think she's gone. I feel sad.

 

[Jean4]

I think she's gone. I feel sad.

It was peaceful. One of the easiest I have seen.

 

[s1mplem3]

It was peaceful. One of the easiest I have seen.

Have you seen her?

 

[Jean4]

Have you seen her?

I'm writing my tribute tomorrow. ;)

 

[nbn]

It was peaceful. One of the easiest I have seen.

How do you communicate. Through this forum or by talking?

 

[MsMaudlin]

Rest in peace my friend
❤

 

[Quarky00]

So sorry I wasn't here

@Lostnotfound had a really complex story that is hard to understand. She gave everything to raise her very troubled daughter, who abused her severely. While she was the victim of serious abuse, at a same time she was a loving parent that would give everything to save their children (and couldn't live without them). This had reached to more than a dozen court cases, police investigations over several counties (including police break ins etc), ctb attempts, a team of lawyers and psychiatrists around her, criminal offenses committed against her, innumerous court orders, etc. She lost everything and everyone. And was forced into hiding.

She was very bright, resilient, caring and resourceful, despite debilitating PTSD and constant emotional turmoils and breakdowns. Amazing she kept her head clear.

She refused to disown her daughter till the very end -- and shows what true love is

 

[jimbob1000]

so sorry , rest in peace

 

[RM5998]

Goodbye @Lostnotfound, I hope you found peace.

 

[enjolras]

Was the AD Trazodone used as a substitute for benzos ? How effective is that ?

 

[The nerd]

So sorry it ended this way, but happy you did it on your terms. Ty for being so strong.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Was the AD Trazodone used as a substitute for benzos ? How effective is that ?

Yes lostnotfound said it made her very tired and would sleep easier but she said she was still wide awake so I think it just helped calm her.

 

[enjolras]

In my lost moments, sometimes I imagine drinking the SN mixed with waaayyyy expired liquid N instead of water lol cross fingers, enter a guinness book for the innovation
No please, let me call Ma! a decision will be made

 

[littlemisssunshine]

Rest in peace honey. I hope the end was as quick and easy as it could have been. Sorry I couldn't be there in the last few days. Things got manic my end. I hope you are now at peace. Maybe see you soon

 

[Shu]

So sad rip

 

[downndone2]

So sad rip

So sad is right and so many people who commented with a line thru there name