As my SN arrives, I've started cracking down on the true way I'll bring myself to peace. I decided that I'll take my life in the gazebo in my backyard.
I've lived in the apartment building this sits behind my whole life. I've played back here many times, played house and doctor with my friends, all throughout my childhood.
I've lost more frisbees on the roof than I can count.
The inside lays two chairs and a trash usually meant for cigarette buds. I may put a blanket or a pillow on one of them when I go to forever sleep. I don't know yet.
Here's how it looks at night, when I plan on going out.
I wish I could have done this inside, but I don't want my final act to be a direct detriment to my mother's eyes by her seeing me lifeless in my own bed. I'm overall satisfied.
I've lived in the apartment building this sits behind my whole life. I've played back here many times, played house and doctor with my friends, all throughout my childhood.
I've lost more frisbees on the roof than I can count.
The inside lays two chairs and a trash usually meant for cigarette buds. I may put a blanket or a pillow on one of them when I go to forever sleep. I don't know yet.
Here's how it looks at night, when I plan on going out.
I wish I could have done this inside, but I don't want my final act to be a direct detriment to my mother's eyes by her seeing me lifeless in my own bed. I'm overall satisfied.
