
Hiraeth Grimoire
Longing to answer the call of the Void
- May 21, 2022
- 154
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.
What do you guys think, how would you or have you written yours differently, if at all?
Firstly, I would like to apologize to whoever finds my remains, as I am aware this is quite an unpleasant discovery. I realize that my suicide will be very traumatic, so here I will leave behind the most essential information that I had hoped would help everyone find peace and closure. I will start by saying that no one else is responsible for my decision to end my life, it was solely a personal decision that no one could have done anything to prevent.
This has been coming for quite some time now I feel. My whole life, I have been filled with a deep longing for something mysterious yet familiar, and dreamlike, which I discovered this world could never satisfy. This unquenchable thirst combined with years of illness and suffering proved too much for me to bear. I was simply too tired to go on, and I saw no utility in continuing to live from a philosophical perspective. All I wish for is eternal sleep.
In regards to what happens to my body and personal belongings, I have very few wishes. I do not desire a funeral or service, but if you all must for the sake of closure, please do not allow it to have many religious influences. You are free to dispense my few belongings however you please, save my wolf skull, and trusted advisor, Crimson, whom I request be passed on to my brother Wyatt if he wants her, along with anything else he may desire to have.
In conclusion, I would like to sincerely thank everyone for everything you have done to help me. Throughout the good and bad times in my life, I know all of you had my best interests in mind. And I thank you, truly. I know this is going to be hard to cope with, and I am sorry. Please do not blame yourselves. Perhaps all of us will meet again in a better plane of existence. But until then, I wish everyone the best of luck, and I love you all. Goodbye.
What do you guys think, how would you or have you written yours differently, if at all?