Jisatsu
é»ćčč(The Black Rose)
- Jan 5, 2025
- 2,012
Ok so about a week ago I ended up planning on ctb , I drank and made all kinds of preparations for a full hanging. But I fucked up and go way to hammered and ended up falling . I got psycotic and started cutting all over my legs amd arms . I left a lot of big gashes and deep lacerations..
I ended up bleeding out and in a moment of fear I called the police . I was taken in and given stitches and a few cuts glued shut.
I was but in a psych ward for the 7th time in my life ...
In that time I was kicked out of where I was living and almost deemed homeless until a older family member offered up a place for me to live ...
But only under the conditions that I get sober and clean and that I detranstion.
I can't do that .... I'd rather die then be a man again.
Anyways that's my update ... hopefully I figure out a new plan to ctb so I can die a woman ...and be happy with my end.
I ended up bleeding out and in a moment of fear I called the police . I was taken in and given stitches and a few cuts glued shut.
I was but in a psych ward for the 7th time in my life ...
In that time I was kicked out of where I was living and almost deemed homeless until a older family member offered up a place for me to live ...
But only under the conditions that I get sober and clean and that I detranstion.
I can't do that .... I'd rather die then be a man again.
Anyways that's my update ... hopefully I figure out a new plan to ctb so I can die a woman ...and be happy with my end.
