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So, a few days ago I ordered 40 vials of Sodium Thiopental (20 grams total), an ultra-fast acting barbiturate that's supposedly a fair substitute for Pentobarbital or N as we like to call it. And it just arrived today! I'm so happy!!

Unfortunately though, 2 out the 40 bottles broke in transit and so I'm left with 38. Since I don't have a barbiturate kit, I plan on taking a "recreational dose" of 500mg (1 vial) later tonight to see if it is the real deal.

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It must be a relief having access to that, best wishes.
 
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Wow, you're really lucky to have that!

I don't know if I could do it through IV, but this is the most effective method.

If I had one of these I think I could live longer in peace knowing that at any moment I could die painlessly, quickly and in peace.

How long is it valid for?

I wish you all the best!

P.S.:
In the film Hannibal Rising, which tells the origin of the cannibal Hannibal Lecter, there's a scene where he uses Sodium Thiopental. I'll leave the youtube link below in case anyone is curious. By the way, the film is very good. The scene is at 55:47. He uses Sodium Thiopental because it is considered to be the truth serum.

 
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So, a few days ago I ordered 40 ampoules of Sodium Thiopental (20 grams total), an ultra-fast acting barbiturate that's supposedly a fair substitute for Pentobarbital or N as we like to call it. And it just arrived today! I'm so happy!!

Unfortunately though, 2 out the 40 bottles broke in transit and so I'm left with 38. Since I don't have a barbiturate kit, I plan on taking a "recreational dose" of 500mg (1 ampoule) later tonight to see if it is the real deal.
You ordered this from deep web or normal web?
 
INTJme

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Wow, you're really lucky to have that!

I don't know if I could do it through IV, but this is the most effective method.

If I had one of these I think I could live longer in peace knowing that at any moment I could die painlessly, quickly and in peace.

How long is it valid for?

I wish you all the best!

P.S.:
In the film Hannibal Rising, which tells the origin of the cannibal Hannibal Lecter, there's a scene where he uses Sodium Thiopental. I'll leave the youtube link below in case anyone is curious. By the way, the film is very good. The scene is at 55:47. He uses Sodium Thiopental because it is considered to be the truth serum.


I know IV is most effective but impossible to do it by yourself for Thiopental as you'll go unconscious in mere seconds. I'll be taking the oral route and hope for the best!

Its shelf life is about 9 months from now but I plan on using them all before the end of the month. :)
 
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I wish you luck my friend! I am glad that you are feeling happy about it. I hope it is painless and runs smoothly!

Please keep us updated, we are here for you
 
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You ordered this from deep web or normal web?
It's not too difficult to get ahold of this in my country (India). Available on industrial marketplaces.
 
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I know IV is most effective but impossible to do it by yourself for Thiopental as you'll go unconscious in mere seconds. I'll be taking the oral route and hope for the best!

Its shelf life is about 9 months from now but I plan on using them all before the end of the month. :)
Got it

With 9 months of validity I think I would go further, but everyone knows when to leave

Keep us updated
 
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rozeske

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Happy for you! It must feel relieving to have a sure way out. 38 bottles seems to be a lot? is that the fatal dosage? I wish you luck with it.
 
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Happy for you! It must feel relieving to have a sure way out. 38 bottles seems to be a lot? is that the fatal dosage? I wish you luck with it.
Nothing is absolutely sure... but is it painless? Yes, I hope so! 38 bottles mean 19gms. 15-20 gms is the suggested lethal dose and I want to be on the higher side because years of exercising and marathon running means I have an extremely healthy heart that won't give up easy. I hope this will suffice though.
 
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Do you have to inject it the 38 bottles or drink it?
 
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May i ask which part of the world you are from?


( I can see my guess was right. India) Damn you are a lucky son of a ... you know that :) )
 
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Good luck with your plan! It must be relieving to have such a good and peaceful method at hand. I hope you find peace!
 
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Update: I took a test dose of 500mg in like 10ml water. Dissolved really quickly and I feel like there's a lump in my throat for some reason.
 
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Update: I took a test dose of 500mg in like 10ml water. Dissolved really quickly and I feel like there's a lump in my throat for some reason.

Keep us updated!
 
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unabletocope

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Interesting substitute, was it expensive? Best wishes, I might follow you with this method if it works
 
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Interesting substitute, was it expensive? Best wishes, I might follow you with this method if it works
Does $25 including shipping sound expensive? :hihi:
 
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Update: I took a test dose of 500mg in like 10ml water. Dissolved really quickly and I feel like there's a lump in my throat for some reason.
I hope you are ok. Is the lump gone? How do you feel?
 
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10 mins since consumption. Lump in throat gone.
Very slightly disoriented. So it's definitely not table salt lol.
 
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rozeske

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Does $25 including shipping sound expensive? :hihi:
For what it is supposed to do, and at that peacefully, it really is not expensive!
 
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Disorientation getting progressively worse, at weed levels now.
 
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Make sure you are in a safe space incase you pass out.
I'm in my bed, hoping to get a good nap soon lol.
Vision also somewhat compromised. At drunk levels now.
 
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rozeske

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I'm in my bed, hoping to get a good nap soon lol.
Vision also somewhat compromised. At drunk levels now.
Sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite ;)
Update us when the high is gone, until then enjoy it ❤️
 
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The disorientation levels are sustaining at drunk levels, not getting worse. Seems like it has peaked. I was expecting drowsiness but there's none even though I haven't slept much the past three nights. Then again, it was only 500mg.

Conclusion: I think I have the real deal. Hoping the remainder 18.5 gms will suffice for ctb.
 
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The disorientation levels are sustaining at drunk levels, not getting worse. Seems like it has peaked. I was expecting drowsiness but there's none even though I haven't slept much the past three nights. Then again, it was only 500mg.

Conclusion: I think I have the real deal. Hoping the remainder 18.5 gms will suffice for ctb.
Interesting! So it's Sodium Thiopental.

Did you just feel drunk?
 
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