theboiwhostilllived

theboiwhostilllived

“The boy who still lived”
Dec 11, 2018
62
I think I finally can ctb soon (within 1 months). I have my SN and drugs ready, I'm going to find my chance to get out of my house and check in a hotel. I will follow 48h regime, this is my timetable (please feedback):

Day 1

8h
  • 10mg meto
16h
  • 10mg meto
24h
  • 10mg meto
Day 2

8h
  • 10mg meto
16h
  • 10mg meto
  • Start fasting
22h
  • Stop drinking water
23h
  • 1000mg paracetamol
  • 2x40mg propranolol
23h15
  • 3x10mg Meto
23h30
  • 8 tums calcium carbonate
  • 2x40mg propranolol
24h
  • 25g SN in 50ml
  • (5)x40mg propranolol (smashed)
I'm not sure about the propranolol dosage but I think I will drink it occasionally whenever I feel nervous to calm my heart. After testing, it takes a hour for propranolol having maximum effect on me. The propranolol pill is bitter so I think it could be counterproductive when drinking a large amount (of 800mg propranolol as in Peaceful Pill Handbook) along with SN (chance of vomiting increases), so I may take 5 smashed tablets. Do you think it a good plan? Is tums - calcium carbonate a good choice as antacid ?

Thank you,
K
 

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Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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Ur plan looks good enough bro ... Really envy u as u have ur ticket, don't know when can I get my hands on SN
 
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HeavensOpenDoor

HeavensOpenDoor

Jul 6, 2020
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2080mg of propranolol within 30min if my math is right? Seems kinda high? I would put the 5x40mg @ 23:30 and skip the 2x40mg and at 24 just take sn
 
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thethatsitboy

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Nós tudo vive pra morrer, mas luta pela vida
Jul 4, 2020
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2080mg of propranolol within 30min if my math is right? Seems kinda high? I would put the 5x40mg @ 23:30 and skip the 2x40mg and at 24 just take sn
I counted 360mg of propanolol in total. Pills of 40mg: 23h 2 pills, 23:30 2 pills and 00:00 5 pills
 
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