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monotine

monotine

Member
Jan 7, 2026
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I've been thinking about CTB for a while now. I've had an attempt a year ago that failed. I'm so glad to have finally received my SN. I have doubts but I think thats just my SI. No one close to me knows I'm about to do this. I just hope to succeed and get peace.

Here's my plan:
1hr before SN: 1000mg paracetamol
45mins before SN: 30mg domperidone
10 pills of 750mg SN (I put them in pills cause I'm scared the taste of SN would make me wanna vomit)

I'm also going to prepare 2 cups 25g SN diluted in water just in case I vomit it out.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
bg733

bg733

The Day That Never Comes
Nov 26, 2025
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1000 mg de paracetamol, isso não é excessivo?
 

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