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one day at a time
- Apr 9, 2023
- 54
My SN arrived today from CCS! There's something really strange, yet relieving, about having the poison that I know is going to kill me sitting on my bedroom dresser. I haven't been able to stop staring at it. I need to begin getting things in order because I know that it won't be very long before I finally CTB. But it's here, for whenever I'm ready to take it. I'm so relieved that I'll get to die on my own terms. If anyone has any questions, feel free to AMA.