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kurisutinabestgirl

kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
Hey guys! I just wanted to share (since I can't really share this anywhere else lol) that my SN arrived, and I already did the blood test on it, and it worked!

This is a big relief for me :)

Also, in my country, this process was suprisingly easy. There is this lab that comes up when you google "order sodium nitrite" (in my language ofc) and it's actually a real lab, and you can just simply order the SN without any limitations. It wasn't even expensive. It's >98% purity, lab grade, looks like the real stuff, has all the horrifying labels on it, and it actually works confirmed from the blood test.
Just wanted to brag a little lol ^_^

Edit: It's a hungarian lab, I doubt they deliver outside hungary, so my source probably won't be useful for 99% here, but if someone is curious nonetheless, PM.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I can imagine it must be a relief having a way to exit this world. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
This might be a stupid question so I apologize but is there a bug difference between lab grade and food grade sn?
 
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kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
This might be a stupid question so I apologize but is there a bug difference between lab grade and food grade sn?
From the posts I've seen so far, it doesn't matter, only the purity does. But people usually mention this detail when describing their SN so I included it too.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
From the posts I've seen so far, it doesn't matter, only the purity does. But people usually mention this detail when describing their SN so I included it too.
Ok good. The one I ordered says it's 99% pure so wanted to double check. My worst fear is that it won't work. Congratulations on you getting what you need
 
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kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
Ok good. The one I ordered says it's 99% pure so wanted to double check. My worst fear is that it won't work. Congratulations on you getting what you need
If you are really worried about it, you can do the blood test too. Cut yourself for some blood, then add a measly amount of SN (like 3 flakes) to the drop of blood, if it instantly turns darker (kinda brown, like chocolate, maybe even black) then it means it works.
Thank you for congratulating, and I wish you the best with your SN!
 
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Cheers

✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
I didn't want to create a thread of my own just to say this so i'm taking this opportunity. My sn passed the test too! I'm gonna ctb this weekend (will document when the time comes) and i'm so relieved and happy about it!
 
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kurisutinabestgirl

kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
I didn't want to create a thread of my own just to say this so i'm taking this opportunity. My sn passed the test too! I'm gonna ctb this weekend (will document when the time comes) and i'm so relieved and happy about it!
I am happy for you that yours passed too :D! May you find peace, I will be looking forward to your documenting of the event!
 
αmber

αmber

Earth is not my home
Oct 25, 2021
84
I'm still searching for a place I can order SN from. I intend to have it before the year ends. You now got a button to log off of existence, I can imagine the sort of relief this may bring to mind.
 
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Cheers

✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
I am happy for you that yours passed too :D! May you find peace, I will be looking forward to your documenting of the event!
Thanks, congratulations too!
I hope everything will go right, low key excited lmao
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
Congratulations on that, not everyone here is that lucky, not have I. Where I live there are a lot of restrictions and would need a permit so that is ano for me.

Best of luck on whatever comes next and I'm sure you must feel relieved.