meggriffin
New Member
- Jul 16, 2026
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My apologies for breaking the rules with my first thread. I am a 25 year old female. I have been in psych hospitals 9? times which of course never helped and only made me worse. I have been dealing with suicidality since the teen years and it has only worsened in my twenties. I have severe anxiety with depression. I have barely worked, most of my savings I did not earn are from the government/school grants, but college will likely not happen now. I don't drive/have a massive fear of it though my bf is planning on teaching me. I was recently kicked out of my parents house and am now with the bf and his dad in a trailer in the woods. I am working the last bit of shifts at my job before leaving because of commute. I am very isolated. There is a bus that comes to the house but idk I'm massively depressed when my bf is not here (he works all day most days) and I'm stuck with his dad. I'm autistic as well, showering and anything really is such a chore and I'm just tired of life. Don't ask me why I thought ever having a kid was a good idea. SN probably is a good idea. Thanks fam. But any support is appreciated.
