My rope should arrive today

[willitpass]

My role should be here today. It's not good weather today to go scouting for a good tree, but I may try and go tomorrow. It's nice to know I'll have it for when I'm ready. I don't know when that will be, but I haven't had the tools for a method in a long time, so it's strange to have that feeling back. I'm not sure when I will decide to CTB, it could be days, weeks, months, maybe even years, but I'm glad to know everything will be set up for when my time comes.

 

[Deathisbetter]

My role should be here today. It's not good weather today to go scouting for a good tree, but I may try and go tomorrow. It's nice to know I'll have it for when I'm ready. I don't know when that will be, but I haven't had the tools for a method in a long time, so it's strange to have that feeling back. I'm not sure when I will decide to CTB, it could be days, weeks, months, maybe even years, but I'm glad to know everything will be set up for when my time comes.

I was thinking of getting some rope to to at least comfort myself that if I truly want to CBT I can what's the asshole prolifers and government gonna do fucking ban ropes make it that you have to give them ID to get ropes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so relieved at the thought of having a plan to leave, I wish you the best.

 

[willitpass]

My plan when the day does come is to hike out to my location and tree of choice while listening to music. I may or may not decide to get an iPod and leave my phone at home, depending on if I think I may call for help or not. If I do take my phone I will set it far enough away I would not be able to reach for it to call for help. I will tie my knots and prepare the rope. I will then climb onto the branch, take a double dose of benadryl and put the rope around my neck. I will listen to whatever songs strike me as fitting to die to in the moment. When the drowsiness starts to kick in I will get off the branch and let nature take its course from there.

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

My role should be here today. It's not good weather today to go scouting for a good tree, but I may try and go tomorrow. It's nice to know I'll have it for when I'm ready. I don't know when that will be, but I haven't had the tools for a method in a long time, so it's strange to have that feeling back. I'm not sure when I will decide to CTB, it could be days, weeks, months, maybe even years, but I'm glad to know everything will be set up for when my time comes.

I'm just making mine out of sheets, such a peasant, phahahahahahaha to use today, well an hour left and I am not rushing this.... But super excited and have not been this happy in over 9 months xxx

I was thinking of getting some rope to to at least comfort myself that if I truly want to CBT I can what's the asshole prolifers and government gonna do fucking ban ropes make it that you have to give them ID to get ropes.

Soon you will have to give your finger print to purchase anything, I just made mine out of a sheet, not an old one, but I am not going to be ushing it anhy more, so meh xx

I hope you are happy with that you choose xx