Venting My psychologist gave up on me

[merryberry]

Lmaoo anyways

The entire session she kept speaking and giving me papers about breathing and tips on anxiety and panic attacks

But I literally explained my problem is that I drink constantly, do substance abuse, sh and have violent thoughts. I'm full on suicidal not anxious

I nearly got sent to the psych ward by my friends too, but luckily got freed

My psychologist seemed like she was on autopilot the entire time. I barely got to speak. When I checked what she wrote on my patient records she put "mild depression state" when I used to have a worse diagnosis before that

I guess that's on me being a girl who showers and is probably 'just overreacting'

I could switch psychologists but I'm tired. I'm going to OD today too fuck this world and health care literally. Love you all though

 

[imtiredasf]

Whatever happens today, you've deserved more support than you've gotten, and I'm sorry that things feel so bleak.