willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
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i don't really know why i'm posting this other than to just validate myself and get it off my chest lmao
i don't have a set date, i was going to do it in december 27 but i don't think i can hold out that long anymore. my SN should be arriving in a few days and i honestly might do it as soon as possible.
my plan is to fast for at least 4 hours, i don't think i will be able to fast the whole day due to an eating disorder. i will take ibuprofen an hour before and i will take a double dose of tums 15 minutes before. i don't have access to an antiemetic and to attempt to get one from my doctor would raise red flags so i'm going to be doing it without one. i have a pretty good track record of holding back vomit so i should be okay and i will make extra glasses of SN in case i do throw up.
i will do it at around midnight. i do not live by myself so i'm going to wait until my dad has fallen asleep and then do it about an hour later. my dad doesn't get up until around 7 so i would definitely be dead or past saving by then. i feel ready
i don't have a set date, i was going to do it in december 27 but i don't think i can hold out that long anymore. my SN should be arriving in a few days and i honestly might do it as soon as possible.
my plan is to fast for at least 4 hours, i don't think i will be able to fast the whole day due to an eating disorder. i will take ibuprofen an hour before and i will take a double dose of tums 15 minutes before. i don't have access to an antiemetic and to attempt to get one from my doctor would raise red flags so i'm going to be doing it without one. i have a pretty good track record of holding back vomit so i should be okay and i will make extra glasses of SN in case i do throw up.
i will do it at around midnight. i do not live by myself so i'm going to wait until my dad has fallen asleep and then do it about an hour later. my dad doesn't get up until around 7 so i would definitely be dead or past saving by then. i feel ready