My plan

[satella]

I plan on ctb using Butane sometime next month before college starts up. I've long hit rock bottom, but haven't attempted yet as I am trying to finish writing my suicide note and close some stuff.

I live with two family members as well as a dog and cat. Even though my relationship with these family members isn't very good, I don't wish to subject them to any trauma in potentially finding a dead body if I succeed. Therefore I plan on sneaking out during the night to a wooded area close to my house.

I plan on piercing a can with butane in it so the gas is leaking, putting it in a plastic bag and laying down with the bag secured over my head.

 

[bankai]

Interesting. I have a butane torch as well. I used it to torch my creme brulee back when I was baking.


It is freely available online. what do you think the success rate is of this method?is it reliable?

 

[satella]

Interesting. I have a butane torch as well. I use it to torch my creme brulee. Well, at least back when I was speaking. It is freely available online. what do you think the success rate is of this method?is it reliable?
Interesting. I have a butane torch as well. I used it to torch my creme brulee back when I was baking.


It is freely available online. what do you think the success rate is of this method?is it reliable?

butane has a high mortality rate and combined with having a bag over my head with no oxygen coming in, I'll die from asphyxiation. however it can cause potential brain damage if you survive which is another reason why I've opted to ctb somewhere private, nobody will find me for some time and stop my attempt

 

[Linda]

Just make sure there are no sources of ignition nearby.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[satella]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you!!!

 

[satella]

I plan on ctb using Butane sometime next month before college starts up. I've long hit rock bottom, but haven't attempted yet as I am trying to finish writing my suicide note and close some stuff.

I live with two family members as well as a dog and cat. Even though my relationship with these family members isn't very good, I don't wish to subject them to any trauma in potentially finding a dead body if I succeed. Therefore I plan on sneaking out during the night to a wooded area close to my house.

I plan on piercing a can with butane in it so the gas is leaking, putting it in a plastic bag and laying down with the bag secured over my head.

I decided my date for this will be August the 25th. 24 days left until (hopefully) I'm finally free.