My plan

[kaixxnai]

So, just leaving this here. I'll start the plan in about 3 days.

- First, I'll cut my hair short, really short. That's one of the wishes I have before I die.
- I'll start writing notes, explaining my death is a suicide and nothing else.
- At exactly 3 am, I'll pack some alcohol, blades and sleeping pills, and head out of home.
- I'll take the bus to a bridge nearby, I'll cut myself various times on the way there. A little suffering before I die once and for all.
- I'll take some sleeping pills before heading to the edge.
- Holding the note, I'll jump whenever a car passes by.

 

[lookingforsanctuary]

What's brought you to this decision?

 

[Rotting Sprout]

have you made sure that the cars are going fast enough? Dark enough so people won't notice you and call the cops? I hope you have thought about your decision thoroughly, and wish you a peaceful journey or pleasant life

 

[silence of death]

this looks like a very painful way to go, you have a lot of courage, or you don't realize how much pain you'll experience
sleeping pills, benzos, even opioid mixed with alcohol is a very overrated mix for CTB, well at least in my experience, i failed 2 times with method similar to yours
it do seems like you want to suffer tho, why ? isn't a peaceful sleep more appeeling ?

whatever you decide to do, i wish you luck

 

[kaixxnai]

What's brought you to this decision?

Hm, well... it's almost the only available option I have right now, or I think so.

have you made sure that the cars are going fast enough? Dark enough so people won't notice you and call the cops? I hope you have thought about your decision thoroughly, and wish you a peaceful journey or pleasant life

I am sure, the place is pretty lonely too, so nobody would be there. I don't know about the cars... I should go one day of these and check. Thanks for the feedback and the wishes.

this looks like a very painful way to go, you have a lot of courage, or you don't realize how much pain you'll experience
sleeping pills, benzos, even opioid mixed with alcohol is a very overrated mix for CTB, well at least in my experience, i failed 2 times with method similar to yours
it do seems like you want to suffer tho, why ? isn't a peaceful sleep more appeeling ?

whatever you decide to do, i wish you luck

I want to suffer, yeah... it's just what I am used to, so I've come to enjoy pain. I do have lots of SI, so any other painful method would be almost impossible for me to achieve. I'll look more into the method, to make sure it works. Thanks for the feedback!

 

[Mirrory Me]

What do you mean by jumping when a car goes by? You're not going to endanger anyone else's safety, are you?

 

[FuneralCry]

To me jumping in front of a car sounds like it could just lead to injuries, your plan doesn't sound like it's the most reliable to me, but anyway it's completely up to you how you will try and die. I wish you the best of luck and I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[GreenTree]

Why would you jump in front of a car and ruin someone else's life. They'll be traumatised.

 

[kaixxnai]

What do you mean by jumping when a car goes by? You're not going to endanger anyone else's safety, are you?

Why would you jump in front of a car and ruin someone else's life. They'll be traumatised.

You guys are right. I was thinking about it just so the death rate would be higher, but its pretty selfish.

 

[StaticCryBabye]

You guys are right. I was thinking about it just so the death rate would be higher, but its pretty selfish.

Take you're time there's a method out there that's fitting for you

 

[MewtwoIsAlive]

Damn, uhhh any update?

Edit: If youre still alive either from surviving or not doing this I also agree on what most people said, not a really good and safe way to go.