My plan is ready, I am only lacking a partner.

[TheBeautifulNightma]

1. Check into a nice hotel room.
2. Enjoy for a weekend.
3. Put up a do not disturb sign.
4. Consume N.
5. Disappear forever.

What are possible flaws/stumbling blocks?

How do you plan to battle SI?

Also, I'm kind of hoping for a partner, if it is possible?

I can pay for the hotel and all the expenses incurred over the weekend (within reason), but you must bring your own N. I am not willing to consider other methods as they are not fail-safe. I do not like to entertain a possibility of you surviving and calling the cops on me.

I live in the United States, but am open to traveling anywhere. It would be the last journey anyway. However, if I am traveling to you, please do point me in the right direction. Also consider that I am not an outdoors person.

I'm male, in my 40s.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I would say that you just think about how bad your life is, was, and will be and just swallow it down. No, seriously, SI is hard. The only ones that overcome it are the ones who have hit the breaking point and realize what I said in my first sentence (is, was, will be). You got to be comfortable with no longer being here in this world. Like you're not going to miss anything by leaving, well, except maybe more agony and despair and pain of some sort. I'd take it at night when there is lesser chance of someone coming around to your room for any reason.

How did you get N? It's being confiscated at customs right now, and when it isn't confiscated there, it's being confiscated when LE comes knocking on your door.

It wouldn't make sense for a partner to call the cops on you, even if they didn't ctb. They are the ones who could be nailed for assisting you with your ctb, should you succeed and they fail, or chicken out.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

I would say that you just think about how bad your life is, was, and will be and just swallow it down. No, seriously, SI is hard. The only ones that overcome it are the ones who have hit the breaking point and realize what I said in my first sentence (is, was, will be). You got to be comfortable with no longer being here in this world. Like you're not going to miss anything by leaving, well, except maybe more agony and despair and pain of some sort. I'd take it at night when there is lesser chance of someone coming around to your room for any reason.

How did you get N? It's being confiscated at customs right now, and when it isn't confiscated there, it's being confiscated when LE comes knocking on your door.

It wouldn't make sense for a partner to call the cops on you, even if they didn't ctb. They are the ones who could be nailed for assisting you with your ctb, should you succeed and they fail, or chicken out.

When one is scared, he/she loses the ability to think rationale. I don't want a scenario whereby my partner sees my dead body and freaks out and call the cops. Just a worry that I have.

I got my N via the darkwebs. The darkwebs are full of scammers, but there are legitimate sellers too. I myself have acquired other illegal items such as heroin, morphine and some opioids. You just need to knock on the right doors and have a cavalier attitude of possibility losing your money to a scammer. To me, I'm going to off myself, why do I need to worry about money? I have no one to leave it behind to anyway.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You just need to knock on the right doors and have a cavalier attitude of possibility losing your money to a scammer.

That's a big risk for some to take, especially when the supply of $ is not infinite. It all worked out, though. That's what counts.

I understand your worry about the cops. I think that if that happened (with a partner) they'd want to get the hell out of there is a more likely scenario.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

That's a big risk for some to take, especially when the supply of $ is not infinite. It all worked out, though. That's what counts.

I understand your worry about the cops. I think that if that happened (with a partner) they'd want to get the hell out of there is a more likely scenario.

Money doesn't buy happiness; it is true. I have a above average paying job but am still suicidal. And yes, happy I got it.

As for the cops, you never know how people will react. The best way to mitigate this potential risk is to ensure he/she succeeds in the CTB as well. As least that's my take.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Money doesn't buy happiness; it is true. I have a above average paying job but am still suicidal. And yes, happy I got it.

As for the cops, you never know how people will react. The best way to mitigate this potential risk is to ensure he/she succeeds in the CTB as well. As least that's my take.

I can't argue with one thing you've stated. I agree with all of it. How do you intend to make sure your partner actually goes through with their ctb, if you're doing your ctb at the same time? Or, even make sure they succeed? I mean is it a 1, 2, 3 drink kind of thing? I could hold the glass up to my mouth and pretend to be drinking, while you chug yours down. I don't know where that would get me, or anything, though. Maybe a good idea would be for you to bring with you a bottle of Ipecac to induce vomiting, so if you notice your partner not swallow theirs, then you can drink the Ipecac quickly and not die, since your partner wouldn't be dying, either. Just a thought.

 

[sunshineizgone]

I need captain Morgan too please show me the [I⁹⁹~~₩♡♡♡-------------------??????? Really appreciate UUU!!!!!!!

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

I need captain Morgan too please show me the [I⁹⁹~~₩♡♡♡-------------------??????? Really appreciate UUU!!!!!!!

Not sure what you mean..

 

[Shu]

Depends on what part of the US.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

Depends on what part of the US.

I can travel if the partner is the right fit.

 

[Shu]

West Coast?

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

West Coast?

Anywhere is possible. Used to travel frequently for my job.

 

[Cathy Ames]

I got my N via the darkwebs. The darkwebs are full of scammers, but there are legitimate sellers too.

Did you test it to make sure that it really contains pentobarbital?

 

[Funeralprincess]

1. Check into a nice hotel room.
2. Enjoy for a weekend.
3. Put up a do not disturb sign.
4. Consume N.
5. Disappear forever.

What are possible flaws/stumbling blocks?

How do you plan to battle SI?

Also, I'm kind of hoping for a partner, if it is possible?

I can pay for the hotel and all the expenses incurred over the weekend (within reason), but you must bring your own N. I am not willing to consider other methods as they are not fail-safe. I do not like to entertain a possibility of you surviving and calling the cops on me.

I live in the United States, but am open to traveling anywhere. It would be the last journey anyway. However, if I am traveling to you, please do point me in the right direction. Also consider that I am not an outdoors person.

I'm male, in my 40s.

I'm open to being a partner. I am younger, but I'm worried on my partner potentially bailing on me as she is very back and forth now :( I don't know when your time frame is tho

 

[Caterpillar]

1. Check into a nice hotel room.
2. Enjoy for a weekend.
3. Put up a do not disturb sign.
4. Consume N.
5. Disappear forever.

What are possible flaws/stumbling blocks?

How do you plan to battle SI?

Also, I'm kind of hoping for a partner, if it is possible?

I can pay for the hotel and all the expenses incurred over the weekend (within reason), but you must bring your own N. I am not willing to consider other methods as they are not fail-safe. I do not like to entertain a possibility of you surviving and calling the cops on me.

I live in the United States, but am open to traveling anywhere. It would be the last journey anyway. However, if I am traveling to you, please do point me in the right direction. Also consider that I am not an outdoors person.

I'm male, in my 40s.

I wish I could give you some comfort that would make you want to live, if there is anything I can do, even to talk, in private, please, i mean that, please, send me a message. Sending love and hugs.

 

[Caterpillar]

I want to suicide too. But U can't make me want to live no matter what u say.

I'll suicide and nothing is going to stop me

I know I can't but if you want to talk to me you definitely can, I really wish you a calm heart, i really mean that.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

Did you test it to make sure that it really contains pentobarbital?

Yes.

I'm open to being a partner. I am younger, but I'm worried on my partner potentially bailing on me as she is very back and forth now :( I don't know when your time frame is tho

I don't mind the age, as long as we get along fine. I don't really have a timeframe, but I'm ready to go anytime. What about yourself?

 

[Funeralprincess]

Yes.


I don't mind the age, as long as we get along fine. I don't really have a timeframe, but I'm ready to go anytime. What about yourself?

Message me if you don't mind

 

[celandine]

1. Check into a nice hotel room.
2. Enjoy for a weekend.
3. Put up a do not disturb sign.
4. Consume N.
5. Disappear forever.

What are possible flaws/stumbling blocks?

How do you plan to battle SI?

Also, I'm kind of hoping for a partner, if it is possible?

I can pay for the hotel and all the expenses incurred over the weekend (within reason), but you must bring your own N. I am not willing to consider other methods as they are not fail-safe. I do not like to entertain a possibility of you surviving and calling the cops on me.

I live in the United States, but am open to traveling anywhere. It would be the last journey anyway. However, if I am traveling to you, please do point me in the right direction. Also consider that I am not an outdoors person.

I'm male, in my 40s.

I'm curious about why you'd like a partner if you don't mind expanding?

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

I'm curious about why you'd like a partner if you don't mind expanding?

Less lonely and possibility of helping to fight SI.

 

[celandine]

1. Check into a nice hotel room.
2. Enjoy for a weekend.
3. Put up a do not disturb sign.
4. Consume N.
5. Disappear forever.

What are possible flaws/stumbling blocks?

How do you plan to battle SI?

Also, I'm kind of hoping for a partner, if it is possible?

I can pay for the hotel and all the expenses incurred over the weekend (within reason), but you must bring your own N. I am not willing to consider other methods as they are not fail-safe. I do not like to entertain a possibility of you surviving and calling the cops on me.

I live in the United States, but am open to tr

Less lonely and possibility of helping to fight SI.

aveling anywhere. It would be the last journey anyway. However, if I am traveling to you, please do point me in the right direction. Also consider that I am not an outdoors person.

I'm male, in my 40s.

SI? Sorry, I literally just joined this site. You're the first person I've messaged. There are so many abbreviations that I don't know. Is there a key somewhere? Lol but seriously.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

SI? Sorry, I literally just joined this site. You're the first person I've messaged. There are so many abbreviations that I don't know. Is there a key somewhere? Lol but seriously.

Survival Instinct.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

Thank you. Is there a way for us to chat if you're interested?

If you use Telegram, perhaps you can leave behind your ID?

 

[celandine]

If you use Telegram, perhaps you can leave behind your ID?

Sorry, I don't even know what that is. I'm pretty new to all this. Your name intrigues me, and I'm curious what makes the nightmare beautiful.

 

[Shu]

You can't fool me buddy

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/looking-for-someone-to-die-together-in-usa.89963/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ne-to-die-together-in-usa.89963/#post-1595747

@Symbiote
If I'm wrong I'll admit that I'm wrong. I'm pretty sure I'm not.
@Hercules

 

[Shu]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/nembutal-and-reliable-sources.96257/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-from-d-megathread.77724/page-43#post-1591263

 

[Darkover]

to over come survival instinct you have to know that death is something you want deep within yourself, i wouldn't have any problem with SI so long as the method is peaceful like N

 

[FuneralCry]

Those who have the option of N are lucky, to me a peaceful death is the best thing that could possibly happen. I think that many people overcome the SI as they just know that it's time for them to leave, they are desperate to be gone and they feel certain. I do think that with a method like N it would be easier to overcome the SI than with many other methods. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.