My plan: CTB by hanging. Advice on hanging implement needed

[AngelLust]

Hey gang, I've been lurking for a while. I'm thinking my best shot of CTB is by hanging. I have two prospective anchor points. A wooden circular bar in my closet that I could try (I am afraid it might break under my weight as it is flexing under the weight of my clothes and I weigh 250 pounds yes I'm fat.) I also have a standing pull up bar in the garage that's surrounded by random garbage that the family has accumulated over the years. I can probably hang myself from there if I secretly clean the place up a bit.

My big problem is that I haven't got anything to hang myself with. I'm disabled with no income so I can't buy a rope and if I asked to buy a rope my family would immediately be suspicious. I was going to try hanging myself with a robe tie but when I tested it with my hand it was tearing under my weight as I pulled. Wouldn't have supported me. I have two different thicker robe ties to try but I also have a macbook pro charging cable that is fairly long and I might try that too.

I've used the hanging resource and the farewell wiki guide to hanging to figure out knots. I hope I can tie them right, I'm no boy scout. What do you think of me using the charging cable?

Anyone got a better idea for something to hang myself with?

Thank you for reading!

 

[ThisPartySucks]

you could potentially use a ratchet strap from the garage? the hook on one end can become a makeshift noose if you hook the strap through it. theyre rated for hauling heavy things, so 250 lbs will not break it. easily adjustable for any length you could possible find a need for too.

 

[luna674]

No idea I'm also thinking of doing the hanging method it sucks we have to do this to find peace.

 

[Passenger4224]

Is there any way you can quickly make some money? Might take some creativity, but I hope there is something that works for you

Hanging looks difficult, you are smart for doing so much research beforehand.