my partner has found out about my plans

[brokendreamsxo]

my parter caught me using this site and i have told him about my feelings ans he is very pro life and it made me very sad. basically i have to live a life of misery for others. im ready to move on to my next chapter already i am very tired im tired of pain im tired of suffering or being hurt. i still do want to ctb but i feel like my plan is ruined i wanted to just disappear somewhere and ctb but i feel like now he will know i didnt just disappear

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel really tired of suffering in this existence and I just wish to be gone as well, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling stuck here. But anyway I wish you the best.