Story My parents perfect reputation

[Gaga786]

Yesterday, I went to a wedding and of course the usual things were said regarding my parents. "you two seem like you came from another planet, you two are gem of a people, you two are the most kind people ive ever met" Thats how everyone views them, whilst not knowing the abuse and neglect that their own children were subjected to. Just recently my cousin said that my father is his inspiration and hero. Yeah such an amazing hero who prioritised others before his own children, refused to spend any time with his own family and neglected us. My mother was the same, instead she decided to enhance her perfect reputation by introducing me to a boy, a teachers son in the same school. that she felt pitied for and little did I know I was going to school with him only to be tormented daily and abused. He ended up sexually assaulting me and I had to face him daily in school. I told my mother but she hardly cared. Not once did she take a stand for me against him. I was expected to put up with the abuse and torment faced in that school by everyone. The screaming, shouting, crying, wishing death overpowering her is all ive seen her do in my life while my father wouldn't give a damn about what we were doing in life.
When I do CTB, I will ensure that I will expose everything that they did

 

[lethargic]

When I do CTB, I will ensure that I will expose everything that they did

find solace in knowing that this will fuck their lives up, forever, beyond repair
(and that's a good thing). i understand what it's like to grow up with narcs

 

[Gaga786]

find solace in knowing that this will fuck their lives up, forever, beyond repair
(and that's a good thing). i understand what it's like to grow up with narcs

They aren't as bad as im portraying them out to be(given that they are apologising for their behaviour and trying to mend things), but it just hurts how their first priority is other people and the damage is done. It's like they are always afraid of other people and tend to please them at all times. What sucks is how im becoming just like them: prioritising other people before me and my needs. I know they will be hurt, but I cant take it anymore. Im done being a punching bag In this disgusting life.