Venting My own mom asked me why can’t i just be normal…

[SoCloseSoFar]

I don't know. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to be trans, I didn't ask to be depressed, I didn't ask to be suicidal. Sometimes I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up because as much as it hurts and i desperately wanna scream she's wrong, she isn't. She's right, she's fucking right. Nothing that describes me is normal, okay, to me normal is going through my gender reassignment surgery, okay, I'm aware that I'm not normal, it just hurts worse hearing it from my mom and when we were on vacation in florida no less, the time where i SHOULD be at my happiest, but no. Fuck my life man…

 

[milkytoast467]

I don't know. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to be trans, I didn't ask to be depressed, I didn't ask to be suicidal. Sometimes I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up because as much as it hurts and i desperately wanna scream she's wrong, she isn't. She's right, she's fucking right. Nothing that describes me is normal, okay, to me normal is going through my gender reassignment surgery, okay, I'm aware that I'm not normal, it just hurts worse hearing it from my mom and when we were on vacation in florida no less, the time where i SHOULD be at my happiest, but no. Fuck my life man…

My dad left me when I transitioned two years ago, and my mom is currently in a hospital for acute cirrhosis. I'm sorry you feel that way, life really is just unfair. If it doesn't bother you, maybe you can chat with me, I bet we'd be good friends <3

 

[Pluto]

 

[1nocares]

What the fuck even is normal????
Why even have kids if you have some sort of fantasy about them, than can and will never be achieved. Many people live through their children, and have a hard time accepting anything other than what they fantasize. Just my two cents. I'm sorry you had to listen to that

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I'm not trans but I am severely depressed and want to die. My mom has no words of comfort for me either, she has no concept of mental illness. She gets mad at me for being so depressed and doesn't think I try hard enough to get better. I'm sorry your mom is similar and so close minded.

 

[SoCloseSoFar]

My dad left me when I transitioned two years ago, and my mom is currently in a hospital for acute cirrhosis. I'm sorry you feel that way, life really is just unfair. If it doesn't bother you, maybe you can chat with me, I bet we'd be good friends <3

I'm sure we'd get along well! My dms are always open

 

[SASU-KE]

I'm sure we'd get along well! My dms are always open

No,they're not open yet.keep posting it will unlock.

 

[SoCloseSoFar]

i just wanna share a pic of my cat. Her name is Mona and she's all I have to live for. Yes her name is a Persona 5 reference and she's the only thing that stopped me from suicide. I just looked at her little face and knew I couldn't do that to her knowing she'd probably spend the rest of her life wondering what she did wrong and where her momma went

No,they're not open yet.keep posting it will unlock.

well they will be once they are available