My only friend left me

[OAn0n]

I don't know how to explain this but she was the only person that understood me. I feel so empty. I'm done hearing things will be okay etc. My parents hate me too, anyone I love or care bout leaves me. I'm already suicidal. Nobody listens to my problems or understands them. Everyone leaves me
I kinda just wanted to vent for now.
Thanks if anyone read this

 

[MeltingBrain]

Hey, I can totally sympathize . Practically speaking I had 0 friends for many years (I have friends but they have gone far away to pursue their careers) . You will find plenty of friendly people willing to listen and understand your problems on SaSu but frankly, don't be TOO attached to anyone here, people move away from life or this forum very quickly and it will only end up in making your condition worse .

 

[MrDarkness]

The one girl I truly loved, cut me off and refuses to talk to me to this day, her face and memories are so clear in my head, I want to forget her I need to forget her, shits been consuming me for a year now

 

[OAn0n]

Hey, I can totally sympathize . Practically speaking I had 0 friends for many years (I have friends but they have gone far away to pursue their careers) . You will find plenty of friendly people willing to listen and understand your problems on SaSu but frankly, don't be TOO attached to anyone here, people move away from life or this forum very quickly and it will only end up in making your condition worse

Thanks for trying to understand it
It just feels really bad

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that you certainly cannot trust and rely on humans in this horrible world, it really does seem like other people just create more suffering, it must be awful going through that.

 

[mlcs]

Suicidal pain is not understandable if you don't experience it yourself. I was against euthanasia and suicide before I myself became suicidal. A friend who is not suicidal, while it's the only thing on your mind, will eventually leave you, not because they r evil, but because that's how things work. You no longer share common interests and goals, because your main interest and goal is to stop existing.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Most people are inherently stupid and selfish and will only ever truly care about themselves.
The vast majority of relationships are transactional in nature, and people in general cannot be trusted.
Sorry your friend left you, people are just so cruel for no logical reason.

 

[OAn0n]

Suicidal pain is not understandable if you don't experience it yourself. I was against euthanasia and suicide before I myself became suicidal. A friend who is not suicidal, while it's the only thing on your mind, will eventually leave you, not because they r evil, but because that's how things work. You no longer share common interests and goals, because your main interest and goal is to stop existing

There's so much stuff going through my mind rn but Thanks a lot for replying

Most people are inherently stupid and selfish and will only ever truly care about themselves.
The vast majority of relationships are transactional in nature, and people in general cannot be trusted.
Sorry your friend left you, people are just so cruel for no logical reason.

True, But I never expected this from her and ig that's prolly why it's hurting even more
Also Thanks a lot for replying

 

[Terrible00]

The truth is that most people can't be trusted. Sometimes not even oneself.

 

[mlcs]

I had a lot of friends that left me, even family members, but I din't blame any of them cause I'd probably do the same when I look at myself. Imagine when you hang out with friends and entusiasticly speak about future, common interests and showing the love for life in the same manner. Then you become suicidal and they are there for you cause they think it's a phase. After some time they realise that's new version of you and they can't find the common ground with you anymore. Let's face it, when you become suicidal you are not that worth anymore, your only task is to end it all for your own good. That's just how life works. The nature of the world is too cruel, but you can't expect other people to focus on you once you become suicidal

 

[OAn0n]

I had a lot of friends that left me, even family members, but I din't blame any of them cause I'd probably do the same when I look at myself. Imagine when you hang out with friends and entusiasticly speak about future, common interests and showing the love for life in the same manner. Then you become suicidal and they are there for you cause they think it's a phase. After some time they realise that's new version of you and they can't find the common ground with you anymore. Let's face it, when you become suicidal you are not that worth anymore, your only task is to end it all for your own good. That's just how life works. The nature of the world is too cruel, but you can't expect other people to focus on you once you become suicidal

You're right
People change and lose their worth
It hurts a lot tho when Noone cares bout you
Also Thanks a lot for replying

 

[Walilamdzii]

I'm pretty used to this by now. They're all fair weather friends. Nobody will stick by you when things are tough.