I've been in an online group for nearly 6 years now and ever since this last year none of them take me seriously anymore. I used to get a ton of dms and social interactions with them and now nome of them even talk to me anymore. I feel like they actively avoid me too. I got a dm recently saying that I make people uncomfortable and to "get help". I have no one. Everyone abandoned me. Due to homeschooling and current social isolation I have no one in real life and my boyfriend lives in another country. I have no one. Genuinely no one. I'm so alone with no one. Dealing with my entire life spent in a dimly lit room and severe gender dysphoria.
Why. Genuinely why? Why does everyone abandon me? Am I really that insufferable? I don't even try to be. I try to be good. I really do. I know I make a lot of threads but fuck me I have so much to say and it's never enough to put into words
Why. Genuinely why? Why does everyone abandon me? Am I really that insufferable? I don't even try to be. I try to be good. I really do. I know I make a lot of threads but fuck me I have so much to say and it's never enough to put into words
