AnonymousL
Specialist
- Apr 5, 2023
- 375
Everyday I look my loved ones in the eye and I know my time will be there soon.
I feel an extreme guilt that is eating me alive. Because I know for me it's a goodbye. But they won't know that until they get a phone call..
I wrote 1 note and I'm planning on writing some more of them but it just doesn't feel like it's enough.
No matter what I write, I know I will destroy them. I know I will hurt them. I know they will break down.
I just want to know what to write to magically take their pain away. To take their grief away.
But there are no words to do that. And that is such an awful feeling.
I feel an extreme guilt that is eating me alive. Because I know for me it's a goodbye. But they won't know that until they get a phone call..
I wrote 1 note and I'm planning on writing some more of them but it just doesn't feel like it's enough.
No matter what I write, I know I will destroy them. I know I will hurt them. I know they will break down.
I just want to know what to write to magically take their pain away. To take their grief away.
But there are no words to do that. And that is such an awful feeling.
