Story my mom makes fun of how i feel (VENT)

[Islacchi]

so a 1 month ago i told my mom why i haven't started the job i was offered, the main reason was obviously that i was feeling ok mentally and all that after i said that to her, she just proceeds to laugh at me even knowing i had attempted to CTB before does she really give no fuck about me, always been doing the same to me, she is the reason of all my past traumas and she still lies to me saying she never did all that, even knowing i remember perfectly i was a child in that moment so i can clearly remember, also she was blaming on me for her getting divorced with my actual stepfather, at this point i really want to CTB again but im too coward to really do it, but her makes my life a living hell, she even tried to poison me with roach poison before and blamed on me why my dogs was given to adoption (we had a small house for a big pitbull that she never took care of and destroyed my bed) i guess the little that's holding me to still be here is a friend in discord that is from another country but i just don't know how long that's gonna last anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really awful what you are going through, it's horrible to me how some humans are so incredibly cruel and just create suffering. But anyway best wishes.

 

[struggles_inc]

Your mother sounds like an actual psychopath. I don't know since I'm not a psychiatrist, but… poisoning? Huh?
Stay away from her as far as possible. Her opinion doesn't count.

 

[NoAIarmsNoSurprises]

I'm sorry OP, this is a horrible situation to find yourself in. You could always pursue legal action against her though I'd recommend getting yourself situated someplace safe first.

Grounds for suing over emotional distress are subjective. Because of this, it's imperative to collect as much evidence to prove your case as possible. With that said, any individual who is suffering mentally at the hand of another individual may sue for emotional distress. This includes family members.

I know no amount of money could atone for the pain she's already put you through but it might give you some breathing room to heal.

 

[Catch-22]

My mom's completely rewrote history....I suffered neglect as a child and beyond. She claims none of it happened. I'm disabled and at times she's even made fun of me. If I could not do things physically she told me that I was not crippled!

I'm sorry your mom has treated you this way.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Your mom is an evil person.

 

[casual_existence]

Move out. If you get the job and move out things will get way better. You'll still need a therapist to learn good coping skills but it'll be way better either way. If you do decide to kys I hope you can find peace.

 

[Islacchi]

Your mom is an evil person.

she just like to lie to escape any problem pretty much, she is not honest and never was

Move out. If you get the job and move out things will get way better. You'll still need a therapist to learn good coping skills but it'll be way better either way. If you do decide to kys I hope you can find peace.

i was thinking on that pretty much since rent been going down lately here so i might do at some point of my days if can carry myself for a little more time and not CTB around this years

Your mother sounds like an actual psychopath. I don't know since I'm not a psychiatrist, but… poisoning? Huh?
Stay away from her as far as possible. Her opinion doesn't count.

she was the one to be in a mental hospital not me for a month, she has more mental problems and instability than me

 

[dynastickitten]

so a 1 month ago i told my mom why i haven't started the job i was offered, the main reason was obviously that i was feeling ok mentally and all that after i said that to her, she just proceeds to laugh at me even knowing i had attempted to CTB before does she really give no fuck about me, always been doing the same to me, she is the reason of all my past traumas and she still lies to me saying she never did all that, even knowing i remember perfectly i was a child in that moment so i can clearly remember, also she was blaming on me for her getting divorced with my actual stepfather, at this point i really want to CTB again but im too coward to really do it, but her makes my life a living hell, she even tried to poison me with roach poison before and blamed on me why my dogs was given to adoption (we had a small house for a big pitbull that she never took care of and destroyed my bed) i guess the little that's holding me to still be here is a friend in discord that is from another country but i just don't know how long that's gonna last anymore.

I'm sorry, sounds like you have a really really shitty mom. Some people shouldn't be parents