My mom is against SN

[mentalhealthfighter]

I told her about SN. She said she read horrible stories about SN. People having a death battle for 2 hours, having extreme pain for 2 days, etc.

Is it true that SN is not a painless death?
These stories make me anxious to go through with it.

Just for clarification, my mom is willing to help with CTB if there is no hope left

Edit: Nevermind guys. It was not SN it was NaNo3

 

[LivvenDe]

You have talks about methods of suicide with your mom?

She must be a strong woman to support you like this

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Ask her for real evidence and pls share it with us if she has any.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Sorry guys I believe its false alarm. The article is talking about NaNo3 not NaNo2 which is SN. But will keep you updated

 

[honig]

From what is written on Wiki, it shouldn't be that painful. I expect mild headache, dizziness, feeling tired. Today one guy made thread about his experience with SN, you should read it. Apparently he wasn't suffering.
My understanding is that your cells will just stop transport oxygen and then you faint. Rest is going on while you're unconscious

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

Done properly it will be a peaceful death. If you fail, at worst you will vomit the stuff out, and it shouldn't cause any permanent damage.

 

[juraviel]

you do everything right - it will work quick and get the job done.

 

[CircleOfSquare]

I told her about SN. She said she read horrible stories about SN. People having a death battle for 2 hours, having extreme pain for 2 days, etc.

Is it true that SN is not a painless death?
These stories make me anxious to go through with it.

Just for clarification, my mom is willing to help with CTB if there is no hope left

Dude, you've got one super supportive mom

 

[dyingalone123]

You have talks about methods of suicide with your mom?

She must be a strong woman to support you like this

Damn I tried explaining things like that today but my mother didn't understand at all my pain.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Sorry guys I believe its false alarm. The article is talking about NaNo3 not NaNo2 which is SN. But will keep you updated

Sodium Azide is only slightly less peaceful than SN on the PPH scale. Chances are they didn't follow proper procedure.

 

[juraviel]

Sodium Azide is only slightly less peaceful than SN on the PPH scale. Chances are they didn't follow proper procedure.

these salts all have similar names, but nano3 is not SA.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

these salts all have similar names, but nano3 is not SA.

Ah yes, it's NaN3 my bad. 03 is Nitrate, which can still be lethal at huge doses. Definitely not recommended.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Sorry guys I believe its false alarm. The article is talking about NaNo3 not NaNo2 which is SN. But will keep you updated

I should really go back to my "never listen to anyone, everyone is constantly wrong" teenage phase.

 

[Amumu]

Even for nitrate I'm skeptical, I'm waiting for the sources

 

[3691215]

Your mom is my hero

 

[PrincessInWhite]

Done properly it will be a peaceful death. If you fail, at worst you will vomit the stuff out, and it shouldn't cause any permanent damage.

Not necessarily true, it's a heavy carcinogen in much smaller doses than is required to ctb so there's a decent chance if you survive and choose to go on living long term you'll get cancer. All methods have shit consequences if failed, it's something I struggle to come to terms with myself :(

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Not necessarily true, it's a heavy carcinogen in much smaller doses than is required to ctb so there's a decent chance if you survive and choose to go on living long term you'll get cancer. All methods have shit consequences if failed, it's something I struggle to come to terms with myself :(

If you survive just try again right?
I think shes serious about it, yes. She says that if I tried everything possible and I'm still suffering that its better to put me down.

 

[Crazy4u]

I am not sure how painless and quick SN is but I want you to know that encouraging CTB is a criminal offense in the US. If someone finds out your mom is supporting you in she could be arrested

 

[orangepotato]

I'm more interested in you discussing suicide methods with your mom. It must be wonderful to have a close family who understands and supports your choices.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I am not sure how painless and quick SN is but I want you to know that encouraging CTB is a criminal offense in the US. If someone finds out your mom is supporting you in she could be arrested

This is true to a degree- my BFF took her own life due to chronic severe illness and her mom did know she planned to so they asked a bunch of questions and all was fine- my friend left a note. HOWEVER she had to do everything herself- buy the supplies, do the act herself, etc. had her mother helped her physically or been there during the act, she would have been in trouble.
OP- I totally missed the part about your mom helping- if you mean assisting you or being there at the end that's a crime in most first world countries. Please be careful xx

 

[meaninglesslife]

I told her about SN. She said she read horrible stories about SN. People having a death battle for 2 hours, having extreme pain for 2 days, etc.

Is it true that SN is not a painless death?
These stories make me anxious to go through with it.

Just for clarification, my mom is willing to help with CTB if there is no hope left

Edit: Nevermind guys. It was not SN it was NaNo3

I am jealous of you for your mom. your mom is an educated person.
yes sn can be not peaceful.
can I ask you what is your disease and why do you want to ctb

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

I am jealous of you for your mom. your mom is an educated person.
yes sn can be not peaceful.
can I ask you what is your disease and why do you want to ctb

Bipolar, chronic depression. Sometimes life just isn't bearable and it would be easier to be dead.

 

[meaninglesslife]

Bipolar, chronic depression. Sometimes life just isn't bearable and it would be easier to be dead.

again I am jealous of you. you have a very wise mom. I can not even imagine it. why dont you ctb with nitrogen method. in this method your mom can help you.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

again I am jealous of you. you have a very wise mom. I can not even imagine it. why dont you ctb with nitrogen method. in this method your mom can help you.

I havent looked into that method yet. My mom could also help me with euthanasia. For now we're just trying to assess if I want to continue my life. It was going really downhill because of Insomnia but I seem to be doing a bit better now.

 

[meaninglesslife]

I havent looked into that method yet. My mom could also help me with euthanasia. For now we're just trying to assess if I want to continue my life. It was going really downhill because of Insomnia but I seem to be doing a bit better now.

that is OK. I wish you peace. sorry can I ask where are you from ?

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

that is OK. I wish you peace. sorry can I ask where are you from ?

yeah. I'm from the Netherlands.

 

[meaninglesslife]

I told her about SN. She said she read horrible stories about SN. People having a death battle for 2 hours, having extreme pain for 2 days, etc.

Is it true that SN is not a painless death?
These stories make me anxious to go through with it.

Just for clarification, my mom is willing to help with CTB if there is no hope left

Edit: Nevermind guys. It was not SN it was NaNo3

look at this thread. it can help you.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/it-seems-that-sn-is-not-peaceful.73804/