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hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
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I talked about this in another one of my posts but I figured I'd make a general post listing the entire process.

4 tablets of 1mg Ativan (prior to drug consumation for relaxation purposes only)
60 tablets of 50mg Amitriptyline
20 tablets of 20mg Propranolol
4 tablets of 1mg Ativan

My plan is to crush up the Amitriptyline and Propranolol into a loose powder and mix with a cup of orange juice. As mentioned, I'll take 4 tablets of 1mg Ativan so I can be relaxed and sleepy during the process.

Then I'll put on a playlist of all my favorite songs before I chug the death mixture.
After consumation I will lay down flat on the floor with a bucket next to me in case I have to throw up.

That's it! Please provide feedback if I'm missing anything.
 
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NotSoEnchanted

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Dec 26, 2025
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Definitely don't crush up the amitriptyline, it's incredibly bitter and you won't be able to mask the taste, even with OJ. When I used it for my OD, even swallowing a mass amount was unpleasant, so I'm almost certain it crushed will be unbearable.
 
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Littlepaws

Littlepaws

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Sep 4, 2021
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I think recommendation for Amitriptyline is 8-10g?. 3g may work though, since it's definitely a toxic dose.

Not sure if 400mg of Propranolol would make a difference, but it could given it also affects the heart.

I wouldn't advise crushing amitriptyline, as someone else posted it is very bitter and it can also numb oral tissue.
 

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