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can't say what state i'm in . but last year i went to a gunshow and i asked the sellers who was selling no backtround check. and i found a seller at the show that was going to sell me a shotgun cash no id no background check just hand him the cash and he was going to give me the gun
Idk how I'd get to a gun show but the sooner I am dead the better
 
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just get a 9mm pistol, put it to the side of ur head use hollow tipo rounds and pull trigger while u scream and ur out 95% sure. dont overthink it. best of luck. after all, it is the best way to CTB
You're still here?!? Oh gosh, I saw this post and remembered you from your post when I first joined. Is shooting not your method?! Why have you never reached out!! I hope you're mentally and emotionally okay. Hope you find the better range and fun choice to catch the bus and find your peace soon ((:

So happy to see you but a little sad as I just assumed you were gone and you succeeded and was sad to never seen your last post or anything that time…, so I feel both okay but still a bit sad to know you might've struggling still with the gun if it were the right one or not.

Hope you find what you're looking for and soon :))

It's safe to say you are still finding then?
 
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Idk how I'd get to a gun show but the sooner I am dead the better
Just search the Internet for gun shows in ur state or close by. Look for gun show calendar schedule times locations etc
 
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You're still here?!? Oh gosh, I saw this post and remembered you from your post when I first joined. Is shooting not your method?! Why have you never reached out!! I hope you're mentally and emotionally okay. Hope you find the better range and fun choice to catch the bus and find your peace soon ((:

So happy to see you but a little sad as I just assumed you were gone and you succeeded and was sad to never seen your last post or anything that time…, so I feel both okay but still a bit sad to know you might've struggling still with the gun if it were the right one or not.

Hope you find what you're looking for and soon :))

It's safe to say you are still finding then?
yes im still here. i had a series of ups in my life that made me decide it might be worth hanging on a little longer, no rush, if i do it than im really at my last string but as of now, i still have maybe 10%? hope left so once i lose that im out but yeah, same method. 9mm HTP to the side of the head barrel placed right above my ear which is perfect placement for an instant kill at the side of the head. domt shoot the side temples becaus thats not hitting anything vital but still would probably die either way but above ear is where u should aim
Jus search the Internet for gun shows in ur state or close by. Look for al calendar schedule times locations etc
i promise you theres a good amount of people that give no fks lol they will give it to you if you got the money
 
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yes im still here. i had a series of ups in my life that made me decide it might be worth hanging on a little longer, no rush, if i do it than im really at my last string but as of now, i still have maybe 10%? hope left so once i lose that im out but yeah, same method. 9mm HTP to the side of the head barrel placed right above my ear which is perfect placement for an instant kill at the side of the head. domt shoot the side temples becaus thats not hitting anything vital but still would probably die either way but above ear is where u should aim
I'm so happy you are hanging on a little longer! Hope we can talk anytime and enjoy how you spend the few weeks of your life and don't rush (:, as you said.

Ah, don't worry about it. I know how much things can change and go through one's feelings and why no one should initiate someone to assume right off the based of things unless there is more to it, and sorry if I did that time, and was hoping your send off was at least more meaningful at the very least that time.

How are you doing?

And really? :O
Wow, I'm so glad you found that and have confidence in your ability and decision :))

Rooting for your success currently in having only great days and experiences before you take in 🫂🥹💕

Talk anytime and happy for you to help others here too ((:
 
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I'm so happy you are hanging on a little longer! Hope we can talk anytime and enjoy how you spend the few weeks of your life and don't rush (:, as you said.

Ah, don't worry about it. I know how much things can change and go through one's feelings and why no one should initiate someone to assume right off the based of things unless there is more to it, and sorry if I did that time, and was hoping your send off was at least more meaningful at the very least that time.

How are you doing?

And really? :O
Wow, I'm so glad you found that and have confidence in your ability and decision :))

Rooting for your success currently in having only great days and experiences before you take in 🫂🥹💕

Talk anytime and happy for you to help others here too ((:
your a very kind person and i appreciate your kind words sincerely:) PM me and ill share more, you seem like someone I could open up to and we might even be able to relate on some sort of level
 
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your a very kind person and i appreciate your kind words sincerely:) PM me and ill share more, you seem like someone I could open up to and we might even be able to relate on some sort of level
I just finished typing on the private server as I remember I haven't been on there to explain a situation from when I was here. I met three new people this week and they reminded me I have a lot of explaining to do when I first came on here as I did embarrassing things 😅

And thank you :'))

you are too!! ((:

I'd love so much for us to chat and you're greatly welcomed and appreciated :D

And you think so?

I shared my intro and my make friends intro so perhaps we just might :))

I also love listening and talking to anyone 🙈😆
 
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I'm so happy you are hanging on a little longer! Hope we can talk anytime and enjoy how you spend the few weeks of your life and don't rush (:, as you said.

Ah, don't worry about it. I know how much things can change and go through one's feelings and why no one should initiate someone to assume right off the based of things unless there is more to it, and sorry if I did that time, and was hoping your send off was at least more meaningful at the very least that time.

How are you doing?

And really? :O
Wow, I'm so glad you found that and have confidence in your ability and decision :))

Rooting for your success currently in having only great days and experiences before you take in 🫂🥹💕

Talk anytime and happy for you to help others here too ((:
I think anyone at all can't be much aside from pro life practically
But people should have the choice to die painlessly regardless
 
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I think anyone at all can't be much aside from pro life practically
But people should have the choice to die painlessly regardless
I hate this world most times, especially when you want so badly to ctb and people don't get it and the result of preparing for the inevitable if you aren't strong enough. We all need some depth to at least get through things yet pro life people wrestle with that fact and believe it's always about them needing to support themselves more than how people struggle from their perspective of life and the reality it brings along for them… 🙃
 
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there's a chance the recoil makes the shot go lower and your neck get the shot instead, still lethal but slower/painful. this is why i been told putting it on the mouth aiming in diagonal position is the safest bet.

i wish there was an option like armslist on my country it would be more effective than having to do elaborate planning and less chances of failing
Also I think involuntary flinching is what you wanna look for
 
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i think that the more energy is released into the brain the more likely to destroy it. a bullet has to penetrate the skull or in the mouth if you hit the brain the bones are less thick than the skul but most bullets seem to have the energy to penetrate the skull and get the brain. so then once inside the head the amount of energy the bullet delivers to the brain . over 2700 the head burst open completely so that's ceratain Death if hit the brain with 2700 foot pounds of energy. notice in this chart that a 9mm hand gun has 362 muzzle energy so this is the amount of energy a contact shot would give to the head and brain . note that many people have been killed with head shots from 10 meters etc. the bullet loses some velocity the farther it is . so that 362 enerfgy would be lower if fired at a distance . but still even less than 362 a 9mm gun is deadly . t' seems to be deadly most times if it's pointed at the brain and don't flinch before shot especiall pointed aimed at or close to the brain stem. but rifles have 10 times the energy as a handgun and seen i the chart :

muzzle-energy-of-various-firearm-cartridges.png
Nice chart. Any idea how a 12-ga shotgun compares?
 
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Nice chart. Any idea how a 12-ga shotgun compares?

a 1 oz slug , velocity 1760 fps in a 12 gauge 28 inch barrel can reach around 2700 to 2800 energy . that's enough to burst the head as the study i posted above showed . the longer barrel the higher velocity of the ammo increases the energy / power as this video shows :



other ammo is lower energy even in the 12 gauge imo. the higher velocity , more weight and barrel lenght all affect it but most 12 gauge ammo is more powerful than handguns
 
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a 1 oz slug , velocity 1760 fps in a 12 gauge 28 inch barrel can reach around 2700 to 2800 energy . that's enough to burst the head as the study i posted above showed . the longer barrel the higher velocity of the ammo increases the energy / power as this video shows :



other ammo is lower energy even in the 12 gauge imo. the higher velocity , more weight and barrel lenght all affect it but most 12 gauge ammo is more powerful than handguns

Thanks for the follow up. If I'm reading this correctly, a 12-ga with 1 oz slug has about 6x the muzzle energy of the most powerful rifle cartridge in the chart. If you are going to use a gun to CTB, why use anything other than a shotgun.
Check out the website watchpeopledie.tv There's a section specifically for gunshots- videos where it worked and videos where it didn't.
 
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Likely going for the 20 gauge now simply bc I can get it quicker god I need to die be re united with the eternal nothingness
Would I die before my body could register pain?
Would I die before my body could register pain?
 
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Thanks for the follow up. If I'm reading this correctly, a 12-ga with 1 oz slug has about 6x the muzzle energy of the most powerful rifle cartridge in the chart. If you are going to use a gun to CTB, why use anything other than a shotgun.
no . a shotgun might be 6x the muzzle energy of a handgun but certain rifles have much more muzzle energy than a shotgun.

i showed the slugger 1 0z slug which i found to be the most powerful the highest muzzle energy . a lot of other shotgun ammo is much lower velocity some 1200 fps which is nothing compared to 1760 fps for the slugger .,

examples of muzzle energy
9mm handgun 362
12 gauge 1 oz slug 2800
300 win mag rifle 3548

imo certain rifles are much more powerful than a shotgun
shotgun ammo as well as rifle ammo varies a lot. i look at the ammo with highest velocity and then weight. many times the muzzle energy is shown on the ammo webpage . but it's easy to calculate on the internet with a muzzle energy calculator .

the example is showed of the slugger is the maximum muzzle energy i found for a 12 gauge . other ammo is much lower velocity and muzzle energy can be as low as 2000 for some ammo.

the 12 1 oz slug is the maximum muzzle energy possible because a 30 inch barrel can drive it 1760 feet per second velocity
but then you have some other shotgun ammo rated at 1200 fps is a much lower energy.

you can search for the title of following study in z-library and download the pdf of the study shows all the ammo rifles shotguns and muzzle energy and how every time energy over 2700 the head completely burst exploded


 
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Alrighty update:
My new plan is to tape the shotgun itself to a tree and then pull the trigger once my head is right against the muzzle of the gun itself
I don't know how well that could work but I assume if I use enough duct tape it won't matter
Will use the 20 gauge with benneke green sabot slug
I hope this jack ass plan will work rignt
no . a shotgun might be 6x the muzzle energy of a handgun but certain rifles have much more muzzle energy than a shotgun.

i showed the slugger 1 0z slug which i found to be the most powerful the highest muzzle energy . a lot of other shotgun ammo is much lower velocity some 1200 fps which is nothing compared to 1760 fps for the slugger .,

examples of muzzle energy
9mm handgun 362
12 gauge 1 oz slug 2800
300 win mag rifle 3548

imo certain rifles are much more powerful than a shotgun
shotgun ammo as well as rifle ammo varies a lot. i look at the ammo with highest velocity and then weight. many times the muzzle energy is shown on the ammo webpage . but it's easy to calculate on the internet with a muzzle energy calculator .

the example is showed of the slugger is the maximum muzzle energy i found for a 12 gauge . other ammo is much lower velocity and muzzle energy can be as low as 2000 for some ammo.

the 12 1 oz slug is the maximum muzzle energy possible because a 30 inch barrel can drive it 1760 feet per second velocity
but then you have some other shotgun ammo rated at 1200 fps is a much lower energy.

you can search for the title of following study in z-library and download the pdf of the study shows all the ammo rifles shotguns and muzzle energy and how every time energy over 2700 the head completely burst exploded


If I could I would blow myself up
Still want to know how
Maybe some tannerite on my head would help kill me faster
Alrighty update:
My new plan is to tape the shotgun itself to a tree and then pull the trigger once my head is right against the muzzle of the gun itself
I don't know how well that could work but I assume if I use enough duct tape it won't matter
Will use the 20 gauge with benneke green sabot slug
I hope this jack ass plan will work rignt

If I could I would blow myself up
Still want to know how
Maybe some tannerite on my head would help kill me faster
I will likely saw off the barrel Significantly as well
Can't make the dead follow laws
 
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Update: will use Stevens 301 Turkey 20 gauge shotgun, with Hornady SST shotgun shells instead
 
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Update: will use Stevens 301 Turkey 20 gauge shotgun, with Hornady SST shotgun shells instead
Because of the tissue damage possible and wound channel
Would love to hear more suggestions
no . a shotgun might be 6x the muzzle energy of a handgun but certain rifles have much more muzzle energy than a shotgun.

i showed the slugger 1 0z slug which i found to be the most powerful the highest muzzle energy . a lot of other shotgun ammo is much lower velocity some 1200 fps which is nothing compared to 1760 fps for the slugger .,

examples of muzzle energy
9mm handgun 362
12 gauge 1 oz slug 2800
300 win mag rifle 3548

imo certain rifles are much more powerful than a shotgun
shotgun ammo as well as rifle ammo varies a lot. i look at the ammo with highest velocity and then weight. many times the muzzle energy is shown on the ammo webpage . but it's easy to calculate on the internet with a muzzle energy calculator .

the example is showed of the slugger is the maximum muzzle energy i found for a 12 gauge . other ammo is much lower velocity and muzzle energy can be as low as 2000 for some ammo.

the 12 1 oz slug is the maximum muzzle energy possible because a 30 inch barrel can drive it 1760 feet per second velocity
but then you have some other shotgun ammo rated at 1200 fps is a much lower energy.

you can search for the title of following study in z-library and download the pdf of the study shows all the ammo rifles shotguns and muzzle energy and how every time energy over 2700 the head completely burst exploded


Does velocity or muzzle power determine fatality
 
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Because of the tissue damage possible and wound channel
Would love to hear more suggestions

Does velocity or muzzle power determine fatality
The more Muzzle power exploded to brain stem or the blood vessels that supply the brain stem the higher probability of fatality . Even if you hit near the brainstem or a lot of any of these arteries it's instant lights out forever.

I think if a bullet with muzzle energy at least 2700 passes even an inch from the brainstem it's Death. Or an inch from the arteries I list below

If bullet or enough of the shockwave hits any of the brainstem medulla , pons , Vertebral arteries , basilar artery, circle of Willis = Death. Yeah if you hit directly even with a 9 mm handgun at 362 muzzle power the brain stem or one of these arteries Death imo. Many shotgun ammo can have 2000 muzzle power/energy . Some rifles ca have 3600 ten times that of a 9 mm hand gun not much chance of survival with shotgun or rifle aimed at brain stem no flinching before shot

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The more Muzzle power exploded to brain stem or the blood vessels that supply the brain stem the higher probability of fatality . Even if you hit near the brainstem or a lot of any of these arteries it's instant lights out forever.

I think if a bullet with muzzle energy at least 2700 passes even an inch from the brainstem it's Death. Or an inch from the arteries I list below

If bullet or enough of the shockwave hits any of the brainstem medulla , pons , Vertebral arteries , basilar artery, circle of Willis = Death. Yeah if you hit directly even with a 9 mm handgun at 362 muzzle power the brain stem or one of these arteries Death imo. Many shotgun ammo can have 2000 muzzle power/energy . Some rifles ca have 3600 ten times that of a 9 mm hand gun not much chance of survival with shotgun or rifle aimed at brain stem no flinching before shot

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I think the design of the slug I will use will guarantee the most devastation as well as its velocity, now all I need to think about is how I am going to position myself over the barrel, hopefully it kills me before any pain can be registered
 
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The more Muzzle power exploded to brain stem or the blood vessels that supply the brain stem the higher probability of fatality . Even if you hit near the brainstem or a lot of any of these arteries it's instant lights out forever.

I think if a bullet with muzzle energy at least 2700 passes even an inch from the brainstem it's Death. Or an inch from the arteries I list below

If bullet or enough of the shockwave hits any of the brainstem medulla , pons , Vertebral arteries , basilar artery, circle of Willis = Death. Yeah if you hit directly even with a 9 mm handgun at 362 muzzle power the brain stem or one of these arteries Death imo. Many shotgun ammo can have 2000 muzzle power/energy . Some rifles ca have 3600 ten times that of a 9 mm hand gun not much chance of survival with shotgun or rifle aimed at brain stem no flinching before shot

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What exactly do you mean by gasp?
 
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well that will do it also but i can guarantee even a .22 to the head will do it but hey, 12 guage is going to be gnarly. i wish u peace brother ive been on and off of this sub and i dont doubt ill do it before december but im trying to hang on to what little life i have left
i got a 9mm hollow tip which will take me out instantly. cant do it in my mothers place though thats fucked up
Hey there, are you by any chance wanna partner up? I can travel, pay for all expenses. I would do it in an airbnb, what's your thought about that?
 
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The automatic translation probably changed the word. I remember writing 'jerk' or 'twitch'. Anyway, what exactly do you mean?
Flinching before shooting. That can be perfected by practicing dry firing a real gun with no ammunition it , pulling trigger very slowly not moving anything else except trigger. Can even be practiced with a toy gun if it has a trigger
 
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Well think its settled now
Know what to do
Lights out forever soon
2 weeks or more at least til death
 
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Hey there, are you by any chance wanna partner up? I can travel, pay for all expenses. I would do it in an airbnb, what's your thought about that?
yes dm me or watch me do it tonoight. pls comfort me
 
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Might go for an antique 6.5 Carcano rifle instead, cheaper and will kill me
 
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just get a 9mm pistol, put it to the side of ur head use hollow tipo rounds and pull trigger while u scream and ur out 95% sure. dont overthink it. best of luck. after all, it is the best way to CTB
Putting the gun in your mouth with it tilted slightly upwards would be more effective.
can't say what state i'm in . but last year i went to a gunshow and i asked the sellers who was selling no backtround check. and i found a seller at the show that was going to sell me a shotgun cash no id no background check just hand him the cash and he was going to give me the gun
Lucky.
 
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