My method + a very important question

[lonergirl_26]

Question:
Where/how can I get substances?
Heroin, Xanax something that will knock me out for a while.
I literally do not have anyone who can help me or who would know someone who could.

Even if I can't get my hands on harder things I can od on whatever I find at the shops or in my sisters room.

Method:
plan 1
Step 1: unconsciousness. Take something so that I will be unconscious.
Step 2: decapitation by train
Step 3: death

Plan 2
Step 1: same as plan 1. Unconsciousness.
Step 2: drowning. Either a lake or river
Step 3: death

Before people start saying it's selfish to ctb by train-
1: I do not care
2: I have the perfect spot. It's surrounded by trees and there's no lights. No one will know.

 

[Peter Skellern]

If you don't care (about traumatising others) don't expect much help on here. Traumatising innocent parties isn't nice. Most people on here do care about that.

 

[Afterglow]

If you dont care about others why should others care about you and give you advice?

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

It's great to see the humanity on the boards. It's also strange to see it mostly in suicidal people. Maybe it's a theme. With compassion and support to others, do we end up sacrificing ourselves? Does caring about other people serve as a precursor for abject suffering leading to suicide? Or am I just wrong about the average person's level of compassion?