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JoeProf

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Apr 28, 2025
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Hello Lads,

I am Joe but you can call me anything you want.

I have been feeling too much anxiety and worried about everything. Including my well being and my family's. I am always afraid that something is going to happen to me or to someone I love.

I have been aggressive these days and always cussing. I have been saying I would do graphic things to others but at the same time these are things I am worried that will happen to me or to my family. I am also worried and feel like someone is going to die soon.

Also, I have been having this condition where my feet get inflamed and I can't walk for like a week and then i get better but it happens every month and so.

Now I feel my mental health is worsening but this time the reasons are unknown back then it was because of university stress and fear of failure but I am over that.

You could say good things are happening to me but I am more worried and more stressed by it and I can't feel any kind of good feeling from good things. Even though I am grateful for the good things I can't enjoy it.

I don't know what's going on and the thoughts of killing myself are returning again and this time it's worse, I have been feeling I am a waste of time and money for my family and I should die to leave them alone. I just feel like a general burden

I don't know what's going on

Cheers,
Joe
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