So I have done my research. Anywhere i read TCA's are usually not recommended because chances of survival are high. BUT having tried them on prescription ik that around 50mg does cause me to have extremely deep sleep and prolonged drowsiness after I wake up. So I am pretty sure before I "Experience" the hard symptoms of TCA overdose I would already be in deep sleep.
Still to be on the safer side I plan on getting some hardcore sleep medications for insomnia. Then the moment I start getting drowsy from those I'd have crushed some 6-7gms of TCA into powder and would take it right then. I expect to be gone and not wake up if everything goes well.
The plan however still requires me to decide a day or days before weekend when I can take off from work and be in such place that no one reaches out at my place. Harder than that, I've to get prescription for sleeping pills. TCA I think I'd get a repeat prescription or try to use my preexisting pack and get it on some pharmacy. Since I cannot get it all in one go I'd spread my plan over 6 to 7 months. By that time I'd have enough. Its weird that nothing relieves my pain and depression but the very thought of this action plan is so soothing to my soul.
Still to be on the safer side I plan on getting some hardcore sleep medications for insomnia. Then the moment I start getting drowsy from those I'd have crushed some 6-7gms of TCA into powder and would take it right then. I expect to be gone and not wake up if everything goes well.
The plan however still requires me to decide a day or days before weekend when I can take off from work and be in such place that no one reaches out at my place. Harder than that, I've to get prescription for sleeping pills. TCA I think I'd get a repeat prescription or try to use my preexisting pack and get it on some pharmacy. Since I cannot get it all in one go I'd spread my plan over 6 to 7 months. By that time I'd have enough. Its weird that nothing relieves my pain and depression but the very thought of this action plan is so soothing to my soul.
