My life plan

[wealllovesodium]

Now-21
-get better
-try to help him get better (even if he stops loving me)
-get physically better (work out more, gain a little weight)
-finish high school with a diploma
-get my license (m license included)
-get employed
-get into a nursing school
-become a nurse
-finish the el Camino
Start a 401k
21-30s
-hopefully get married
-avoid burnout
-try to get a phd
-become a doctor
-help other people in need
-start racing
-get my name out there
-go to at least 5 Indy 500 races
-try to get into moto gp
-try to quit smoking
-attend Isle of Man tt
-buy a home
30s-40s
-stay healthy
-continue healthcare
-try to avoid burnout
-get my name out there
-win at least 1 race if anything
40s-50s
-hopefully retire with someone by my side
-continue doing what I love
50s-60s
-live like a happy old geezer
60s-70s
-I'm old now
-start a model plane collection
-build a model train setup in the basement
-make it to 79
70s-80s
-Become a badass of an old lady
80s-90s
-start smoking pot again
-stoner grandma age
-yell get off my lawn at lease once
90s-Death
-Do whatever older ppl do before they die
-die happy and peacefully

 

[The Subhuman]

Good plan, but it might be better to break things down so you don't crush yourself under your own expectations or not meeting goals
Personally, I struggle to even imagine that I live past 30 most days

 

[TheLastGreySky]

Good plan, but it might be better to break things down so you don't crush yourself under your own expectations or not meeting goals
Personally, I struggle to even imagine that I live past 30 most days

Respectfully I did not plan living past 18. New Mexico is a dangerous place. And now I'm 33 and I got to tell you, it's normal to feel like this especially if you've been through a lot of traumatic things.
The only thing I can recommend is you appreciate the little wins and try to talk to yourself the best you can.

 

[MapleS]

Good luck <3
Things like this give me hope

 

[Hymn223]

i love seeing positive threads like this. best of luck :)