My life been a complete disaster from start to finish

[Darkover]

my life been a complete disaster from start to finish
Life is disappointing because you do your best then life fucks you.
You work so hard on something and with just one mistake, it all ends up in the garbage.
You give your all to someone but it's still not enough.

wanting love but never receiving it
wanting a home i can call my own
wanting money to be free
wanting to be healthy i can't even function properly anymore
wanting to be independent
wanting to have some real friends

the machine i am is highly inadequate at meeting the challenges of life
my life been a complete failure this machine is a failure

the only logical outcome to my life is suicide i wish i did it 20 years ago when i first became suicidal
my life not been worth living at all i wouldn't wish for life on anyone except someone i hated

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is such a cruel and dreadful existence where people suffer all through no fault of their own but anyway best wishes, in my case I certainly would have never chose to exist.