my last suicide method failed (charcoal burning suicide/CO poisoning)

[fay13]

i tried to CTB a couple of days ago , but it failed i chose charcoal burning suicide because i heard that CO is "painless" "the silent killer" and so on , i also read about a lot of celebrities using it and dying , but sadly my last attempted failed

-my location of choice was our very small bathroom , it's so small you can't even lay down straight in it
-i used 3kg of lump charcoal , i waited it until it became grey and glowing , then i put it in
- i used some headache pills before i went it , so i don't feel any symptoms
-finally , i went in

sadly that didn't work , despite how much charcoal i used and the small bathroom and the pills i ate , i couldn't stay in , because within 10 or 20 mins of me inside the bathroom i started feeling like i was suffocating , my heart was tapping rapidly , and i started feeling very dizzy , the reason i left is because i was feeling like i was gonna get brain damage or i wasn't gonna die (i also felt like i was suffocating to death not passing out , which didn't help) that's it

the CO method is always know to be painless , that you don't feel anything , the silent killer , this didn't go as i thought ,i honestly don't know if i stayed this would've worked , after i left i was sick the whole day , nausea vomiting fatigue and dizziness , thankfully the next day i woke up okay
the weird thing is that i have seen examples of people using this method , very small amount of charcoal and succeeding , a k pop celebrity used small amounts of a frying pan in his bedroom and he died ,a Japanese broadcaster used small amounts in her car (i have seen the picture very little charcoal in a hibach) and she died. did they feel the same symptoms i have felt and didn't leave?
am i at fault? please be honest and thank you for reading

 

[befree]

It´s not CO2, it´s CO (carbon MONoxid) ! Did you seel the room properly? Did you follow this guide?:

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Of course it´s a painless method. But still, you can develop some physical symptoms until you become unconscious.

 

[fay13]

It´s not CO2, it´s CO (carbon MONoxid) ! Did you seel the room properly? Did you follow this guide?:

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Of course it´s a painless method. But still, you can develop some physical symptoms until you become unconscious.

sorry for the writing error , i fixed it

i believe that i sealed it properly
i read that thread many times , it has helped me a lot
perhaps i should've stayed in? maybe i panicked i was just afraid i was gonna develop brain damage and not die , thank you for replying

would you recommend i try this again and this time stay in? perhaps seal it better this time? thank you

 

[deleted442]

i tried to CTB a couple of days ago , but it failed i chose charcoal burning suicide because i heard that CO is "painless" "the silent killer" and so on , i also read about a lot of celebrities using it and dying , but sadly my last attempted failed , please hear me out

-my location of choice was our very small bathroom , it's so small you can't even lay down straight in it
-i used 3kg of lump charcoal , i waited it until it became grey and glowing , then i put it in
- i used some headache pills before i went it , so i don't feel any symptoms
-finally , i went in

sadly that didn't work , despite how much charcoal i used and the small bathroom and the pills i ate , i couldn't stay in , because within 10 or 20 mins of me inside the bathroom i started feeling like i was suffocating , my heart was tapping rapidly , and i started feeling very dizzy , the reason i left is because i was feeling like i was gonna get brain damage or i wasn't gonna die (i also felt like i was suffocating to death not passing out , which didn't help) that's it

the CO method is always know to be painless , that you don't feel anything , the silent killer , this didn't go as i thought ,i honestly don't know if i stayed this would've worked , after i left i was sick the whole day , nausea vomiting fatigue and dizziness , thankfully the next day i woke up okay
the weird thing is that i have seen examples of people using this method , very small amount of charcoal and succeeding , a k pop celebrity used small amounts of a frying pan in his bedroom and he died ,a Japanese broadcaster used small amounts in her car (i have seen the picture very little charcoal in a hibach) and she died. did they feel the same symptoms i have felt and didn't leave?
am i at fault? please be honest and thank you for reading

I attempted on Tuesday and failed. You can read my experience if you like.
There are several things I will do differently.
In the case of others that succeeded, even with small amounts of charcoal, they may have used other things to induce sleep. It's all about concentration and exposure time. The higher the concentration of CO the shorter the time of exposure needed for unconsciousness to occur.
Lots of useful advice from other members on here.

 

[fay13]

I attempted on Tuesday and failed. You can read my experience if you like.
There are several things I will do differently.
In the case of others that succeeded, even with small amounts of charcoal, they may have used other things to induce sleep. It's all about concentration and exposure time. The higher the concentration of CO the shorter the time of exposure needed for unconsciousness to occur.
Lots of useful advice from other members on here.

very helpful reply , thank you so much
im very sorry that your attempt failed and i hope your okay
i will read your post, good luck and much love <3

they may have used other things to induce sleep

you are very much right on this one , perhaps next time ill try it on my sleep schedule with sleeping & headache pills , hopefully it works

The higher the concentration of CO the shorter the time of exposure needed for unconsciousness to occur

well said , this is very true , thank you

 

[Vizzy]

sorry for the writing error , i fixed it

i believe that i sealed it properly
i read that thread many times , it has helped me a lot
perhaps i should've stayed in? maybe i panicked i was just afraid i was gonna develop brain damage and not die , thank you for replying

would you recommend i try this again and this time stay in? perhaps seal it better this time? thank you

It's your call to use same method again or not

"perhaps seal it better this time?" So you didn't seal it properly before?

Don't play with co, do it only if you are sure about it

 

[fay13]

It's your call to use same method again or not

"perhaps seal it better this time?" So you didn't seal it properly before?

Don't play with co, do it only if you are sure about it

what you said in the end is very true , i should do it only if it's gonna work
i don't think the sealing was the problem , perhaps if i drank some sleeping pills and slept it would have worked. the very small room and amount of charcoal made me think it was gonna work , i just hope it'll work next time

thank you for your time and reply

 

[Vizzy]

what you said in the end is very true , i should do it only if it's gonna work
i don't think the sealing was the problem , perhaps if i drank some sleeping pills and slept it would have worked. the very small room and amount of charcoal made me think it was gonna work , i just hope it'll work next time

thank you for your time and reply

Did you use co meter to measure?

Was the room had smoke of any kind?

Where did you burn your charcoal?

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Oh I know a girl Callie she tried like 3 times and failed but worked the fourth time. It's all about trial and error.

However, it's all up to you if you want to try the same method or not.

All the best

 

[fay13]

Oh I know a girl Callie she tried like 3 times and failed but worked the fourth time. It's all about trial and error.

However, it's all up to you if you want to try the same method or not.

All the best

thank you for this nice comment and i wish you luck as well <3

Did you use co meter to measure?

Was the room had smoke of any kind?

Where did you burn your charcoal?

i did not use a CO meter
the room had no smoke and charcoal was well burned
in my balcony , i am pretty sure it had as much air as it needed
thank you for your reply

 

[Vizzy]

thank you for this nice comment and i wish you luck as well <3

i did not use a CO meter
the room had no smoke and charcoal was well burned
in my balcony , i am pretty sure it had as much air as it needed
thank you for your reply

Better use a co meter, it is cheap

 

[befree]

would you recommend i try this again and this time stay in? perhaps seal it better this time?

1.question: I´m not allowed to tell you if and what you should do.
2.question: I don´t know the room, so I don´t know if you have done everything right. But it has to be perfectly sealed.

 

[fay13]

1.question: I´m not allowed to tell you if and what you should do.
2.question: I don´t know the room, so I don´t know if you have done everything right. But it has to be perfectly sealed.

thank you very much for your reply and help
it's just that where i live it's the only available method for me

i may try this again and i hope it works

 

[befree]

good luck

 

[90starve]

i tried to CTB a couple of days ago , but it failed i chose charcoal burning suicide because i heard that CO is "painless" "the silent killer" and so on , i also read about a lot of celebrities using it and dying , but sadly my last attempted failed

-my location of choice was our very small bathroom , it's so small you can't even lay down straight in it
-i used 3kg of lump charcoal , i waited it until it became grey and glowing , then i put it in
- i used some headache pills before i went it , so i don't feel any symptoms
-finally , i went in

sadly that didn't work , despite how much charcoal i used and the small bathroom and the pills i ate , i couldn't stay in , because within 10 or 20 mins of me inside the bathroom i started feeling like i was suffocating , my heart was tapping rapidly , and i started feeling very dizzy , the reason i left is because i was feeling like i was gonna get brain damage or i wasn't gonna die (i also felt like i was suffocating to death not passing out , which didn't help) that's it

the CO method is always know to be painless , that you don't feel anything , the silent killer , this didn't go as i thought ,i honestly don't know if i stayed this would've worked , after i left i was sick the whole day , nausea vomiting fatigue and dizziness , thankfully the next day i woke up okay
the weird thing is that i have seen examples of people using this method , very small amount of charcoal and succeeding , a k pop celebrity used small amounts of a frying pan in his bedroom and he died ,a Japanese broadcaster used small amounts in her car (i have seen the picture very little charcoal in a hibach) and she died. did they feel the same symptoms i have felt and didn't leave?
am i at fault? please be honest and thank you for reading

im sorry your attempt failed.

i have been researching this method recently - i didn't realise how complex it is to pull off.

you definitely need to do a lot of research - timings and patience are important with the CO method :)

 

[fay13]

im sorry your attempt failed.

i have been researching this method recently - i didn't realise how complex it is to pull off.

you definitely need to do a lot of research - timings and patience are important with the CO method :)

thank you for the warm comment

i wish you happiness and i hope you find peace that you are looking for

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry sry no work mthod this make sad know how feel,but v good have small plc put gas etc ,can use co can use othr gas n2 etc also can use tent make less spc etc, v sry this sffr this no work, hope peace mthd

 

[Vegetale]

i tried to CTB a couple of days ago , but it failed i chose charcoal burning suicide because i heard that CO is "painless" "the silent killer" and so on , i also read about a lot of celebrities using it and dying , but sadly my last attempted failed

-my location of choice was our very small bathroom , it's so small you can't even lay down straight in it
-i used 3kg of lump charcoal , i waited it until it became grey and glowing , then i put it in
- i used some headache pills before i went it , so i don't feel any symptoms
-finally , i went in

sadly that didn't work , despite how much charcoal i used and the small bathroom and the pills i ate , i couldn't stay in , because within 10 or 20 mins of me inside the bathroom i started feeling like i was suffocating , my heart was tapping rapidly , and i started feeling very dizzy , the reason i left is because i was feeling like i was gonna get brain damage or i wasn't gonna die (i also felt like i was suffocating to death not passing out , which didn't help) that's it

the CO method is always know to be painless , that you don't feel anything , the silent killer , this didn't go as i thought ,i honestly don't know if i stayed this would've worked , after i left i was sick the whole day , nausea vomiting fatigue and dizziness , thankfully the next day i woke up okay
the weird thing is that i have seen examples of people using this method , very small amount of charcoal and succeeding , a k pop celebrity used small amounts of a frying pan in his bedroom and he died ,a Japanese broadcaster used small amounts in her car (i have seen the picture very little charcoal in a hibach) and she died. did they feel the same symptoms i have felt and didn't leave?
am i at fault? please be honest and thank you for reading

maybe you failed because you had to put burning coal in the bathroom and wait a few minutes so the carbon monoxide would build up and as soon as you entered you would immediately pass out. I think about this method too, the only thing that blocks me is fear but I think I will. Maybe you could read my last post and tell me what you think.

 

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thank you for this nice comment and i wish you luck as well <3

i did not use a CO meter
the room had no smoke and charcoal was well burned
in my balcony , i am pretty sure it had as much air as it needed
thank you for your reply

A meter that measures a high enough CO level, 10000 PPM, ( ten thousand PPM ), costs around $320. Lots of people die each year from CO poisoning at lower levels while they're sleeping, but keep in mind they're already sleeping. Trying to get the level of CO up to 10000 PPM in a room, even a room as small as the one you describe, will take a lot of charcoal, especially if it isn't sealed well enough. How many tents do you think you could fit into your small bathroom, as far as utilizing all of the space, including up to the ceiling? It would be a lot easier in a tent. You could try again after sealing the room better and getting much more charcoal. If you can get a meter and get the level up to 10000 PPM, you should become unconscious after just a few breaths, which is what you should aim to do. That way you'll pass out quickly, won't be aware of any discomfort, and death should follow within just a few minutes after becoming unconscious.

 

[John12]

If you can get a meter and get the level up to 10000 PPM, you should become unconscious after just a few breaths

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[deleted442]

Next attempt 25th of June which is my birthday. If I don't post again then it will have been successful.
Diazepam on order for sleep.
In two minds whether to order a CO meter and do a test run. I have found one on eBay that measures up to 10000 ppm.
One thing I will be ordering is a coal chimney starter.

 

[watchingthebuses]

You get headaches with CO. Used to be a big problem in Korea couple decades ago when people were still using charcoal for heat. You get stories like someone in the family woke up with a terrible headache, family unresponsive and somehow miraculously was able to call for help and save the family. So it affects people differently. Maybe depends on how deep of a sleeper you are.

Sleeping pills little before the try might help? Take some, take some tylenols, smolder charcoal in the room, and then drift off. And like mentioned, good seal. I think if you're not found in time you have good chance of ctb rather than surviving with brain damage. Might be a bit of a balancing act though between too much CO that your body freaks out vs too little and you fail.

 

[fay13]

Vry sry no work mthod this make sad know how feel,but v good have small plc put gas etc ,can use co can use othr gas n2 etc also can use tent make less spc etc, v sry this sffr this no work, hope peace mthd

thank you so much for the warm comment

sadly i can't put a tent in my bathroom because it's so small , i'd rather do it inside of it as is

i hope you find happiness and peace <3

maybe you failed because you had to put burning coal in the bathroom and wait a few minutes so the carbon monoxide would build up and as soon as you entered you would immediately pass out. I think about this method too, the only thing that blocks me is fear but I think I will. Maybe you could read my last post and tell me what you think.

would that work? wouldn't CO disappear as soon as i open the door to enter?
i read on the CO mega thread not to do that but i forgot why

i will read your last post , thank you for the comment

A meter that measures a high enough CO level, 10000 PPM, ( ten thousand PPM ), costs around $320. Lots of people die each year from CO poisoning at lower levels while they're sleeping, but keep in mind they're already sleeping. Trying to get the level of CO up to 10000 PPM in a room, even a room as small as the one you describe, will take a lot of charcoal, especially if it isn't sealed well enough. How many tents do you think you could fit into your small bathroom, as far as utilizing all of the space, including up to the ceiling? It would be a lot easier in a tent. You could try again after sealing the room better and getting much more charcoal. If you can get a meter and get the level up to 10000 PPM, you should become unconscious after just a few breaths, which is what you should aim to do. That way you'll pass out quickly, won't be aware of any discomfort, and death should follow within just a few minutes after becoming unconscious.

thank you so much for the informative and nice comment

sadly , i can't fit a tent in my bathroom because it's too small and i can't get a CO meter

as you said , in my next attempt , i'll use more charcoal and seal the room properly , this is hopefully my only way out

thank you for the nice comment and i hope you find peace and happiness

Next attempt 25th of June which is my birthday. If I don't post again then it will have been successful.
Diazepam on order for sleep.
In two minds whether to order a CO meter and do a test run. I have found one on eBay that measures up to 10000 ppm.
One thing I will be ordering is a coal chimney starter.

i hope your next attempt works and i hope you die peacefully without pain

i wish you happiness and the best of luck <3

You get headaches with CO. Used to be a big problem in Korea couple decades ago when people were still using charcoal for heat. You get stories like someone in the family woke up with a terrible headache, family unresponsive and somehow miraculously was able to call for help and save the family. So it affects people differently. Maybe depends on how deep of a sleeper you are.

Sleeping pills little before the try might help? Take some, take some tylenols, smolder charcoal in the room, and then drift off. And like mentioned, good seal. I think if you're not found in time you have good chance of ctb rather than surviving with brain damage. Might be a bit of a balancing act though between too much CO that your body freaks out vs too little and you fail.

yes that what i was thinking

i'll stay awake for a day and drink sleeping pills this way as soon as i enter i'll fall asleep , only problem is....


my bathroom is too small so i can't lay down , i'll have to sleep in a uncomfortable position , but it seems like this is my only way out , i really hope it works next time


thank you for the comment and i wish you the best of luck

 

[Praestat_Mori]

wouldn't CO disappear as soon as i open the door to enter?

That's a pretty good question I'm also wondering about. On the one handside we want to have a very high concentration to pass out quickly, but on the other handside when we open a door / tent to enter after some time the concentration may fall quickly. Besides that we may want to seal the door/opening from the inside before we pass out. That a little bit like the hen&egg problem.

Lately I found a post from someone measuring CO concentrations back in 2018 which looks very informative to me.

Carbon monoxide megathread

But how don't the bottom of it melt with coals? I mean the metal buckets for that are made for ashes and used coals gets so hot that it will burn anything from its bottom if there is no wooden thing underneath it (they are made for empting cold or warm ashes from fireplaces and burn from bottom...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[fay13]

That's a pretty good question I'm also wondering about. On the one handside we want to have a very high concentration to pass out quickly, but on the other handside when we open a door / tent to enter after some time the concentration may fall quickly. Besides that we may want to seal the door/opening from the inside before we pass out. That a little bit like the hen&egg problem.

Lately I found a post from someone measuring CO concentrations back in 2018 which looks very informative to me.

Carbon monoxide megathread

But how don't the bottom of it melt with coals? I mean the metal buckets for that are made for ashes and used coals gets so hot that it will burn anything from its bottom if there is no wooden thing underneath it (they are made for empting cold or warm ashes from fireplaces and burn from bottom...

sanctioned-suicide.net

thank you for answering , you are a very informative and friendly chatter and i hope you find eternal happiness <3

 

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