Help my last note

[sickworld]

idk what to write for my suicide note, Im writing it to my ex and Im commiting suicide because i cant live without him. any suggestions?

 

[mortuarymary]

Only you know the words to say.
How long ago did you split?

 

[sickworld]

Only you know the words to say.
How long ago did you split?

about 4 weeks ago.

 

[mortuarymary]

Have you spoken since?

 

[sickworld]

Have you spoken since?

he broke off contact but its my fault.

 

[Buh-bye!]

he broke off contact but its my fault.

i know when such feelings rage through your mind and heart, you don't really intend to listen any other person and every thing they try to tell seems persuasive. but since i know this, i also know what comes after, after you take a break from this idea of ctb and just exist in the pain for some more time, alone..suddenly that person ( you never be able to forget them ), they take up a space in your life. a healthy space. they become a part of you. and slowly it all starts feeling better. idk how to explain those feelings, one has to make their own mistakes. but i am just here to tell you that take good care of yourself too. all the memories, they reside inside of you, you better not harm them, maybe ?
but wtv you decision be, people are here to help you.

 

[Napoleon]

he broke off contact but its my fault.

You should admit to your faults and try to make amends or at the very least wait a few months before you do anything drastic. I've lost women who I've considered to be the loves of my life who in retrospect were nothing good for me. Unfortunately, there are a few women whom I've lost and miss more than anything and there's one whom I love more than myself, but even still I've gone painful months without talking to this girl and still kept on walking, it's only been a few weeks for you. Wait more than a month before you make any sort of judgement, wait more than 6 to take any drastic measures. It may also help talking with the guy about how you feel, unless you feel like you may be guilt-tripping him by doing so.