Venting My last ditch effort

[PapaYeehaw]

2023 was the hardest year of my life. I lost all my friends, my parents moved far away, and I became a huge alcoholic. I have no job and can't drive because my parents refused to help me with that while I was doing high school and college full time.

Anyways, tonight I'm going to try to reach out to an old friend who has a car and also probably doesn't have a job. I'm hoping she can help me get out of the house so I can stop losing my mind. The issue is that her brother hates me because my old friend convinced him that I'm super manipulative and awful (I'm not) and also I had her blocked for almost a year over some drama since she tried to get with my boyfriend without telling me. We're polyamorous so if she just told me first, like I asked to her to do, it would have been fine. Now I'm desperate and I'm gonna try.

If this doesn't work then I have no other option. The loneliness and boredom is driving me insane. I give up if this doesn't work. I've been fighting for too long. This isn't a life I want to live.

If I don't make it, just know it was all Chris's fault. I know it's bad to blame one person, but that's really what it is. I hope he never gets better.

 

[Kalista]

Blame whoever you feel is the correct person to blame. There are people who deserve to be blamed and absolutely deserve what's coming for them because it IS their fault a person is in a situation they're in now. It's reality.

Good luck with your efforts and if it doesn't work out, then hopefully you get to exit easier.

 

[PapaYeehaw]

Blame whoever you feel is the correct person to blame. There are people who deserve to be blamed and absolutely deserve what's coming for them because it IS their fault a person is in a situation they're in now. It's reality.

Good luck with your efforts and if it doesn't work out, then hopefully you get to exit easier.

Thank you, that means a lot. I'm scared she isn't going to reply, but I'm also scared that she is. All I know is that something needs to change.

 

[PapaYeehaw]

Update: it went well! My life is looking up now. Thanks for all the support <3

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

Update: it went well! My life is looking up now. Thanks for all the support <3

i'm so glad things worked out for you!