My idea to CTB: dissaparence then body discovery

[botanist_dude]

I live in a very dangerous country. Extremely dangerous. Just this month there have been hundreds of people murdered and others missing (some of their remains were found later). I want my family to collect insurance money, so I have this idea:

I still need to figure out exactly how I will do it, but the main idea is that I would suddenly dissapear. I know that is cruel to my loved ones, but I plan to do it inside an area where people will surely find me. I'll go there, hide on some bushes and carry out my method of choice. When I finally die, my body will remain there for a few days until that place is semi crowded again. Someone will notice the smell, locate my corpse and inform my family. (I'll have an id with me)

The whole purpose of this is to hide the fact that I will CTB so my family can collect money too.

What do you think? Keep in mind, this country doesn't really care for people who died after they dissapeared. Literally less than 1% of cases get investigated. And my body will be pretty bad after 2-3 days in the sun.

But I wanna read your thoughts

 

[hurb]

To care that deeply for ur family that u would wish they get money out of ur own death. You sir have all my respect

 

[botanist_dude]

To care that deeply for ur family that u would wish they get money out of ur own death. You sir have all my respect

Part of the reasons I wanna die is my absolute and total failure as worker and man. I can't process any more shame. I'm done.

Thanks for your kind words my friend

 

[raineen]

i fully understand it too, i once almost committed it because of the same thoughts, i would ask about what the situation is exactly, what would be your way of CTB, as it might be easily found out by them...

 

[botanist_dude]

i fully understand it too, i once almost committed it because of the same thoughts, i would ask about what the situation is exactly, what would be your way of CTB, as it might be easily found out by them...

I can't find a job. Rent is overdue, utilities, credit card debt... Too many things to count. With me dead, there'll be no more debt collectors, no more suffering.

I still haven't decided for a method. I need something that can get lost with enough putrefaction of my body

 

[deathisapanacea]

It should be easy to Ctb in such a dangerous country, right ? Can't you hire someone to put a bullet in your head ?

 

[botanist_dude]

It should be easy to Ctb in such a dangerous country, right ? Can't you hire someone to put a bullet in your head ?

There's a risk they can also target your loved ones, or they might kidnap, torture me and ask for ransom. Otherwise I'd do that