Venting My head hurts so much.

[Deathiswelcomed]

My sister beat me up again my body hurts so much especially my head.. my head hurts so much and my ears were ringing. I didn't do anything to her she's younger than me which makes people not take this seriously. But my sister is more healthy than me she's the weigh shes meant to be for her age shes stronger than me because my body is weak and im underweight. I havent been doing good at all. I wish people would stop hurting me so much. Even my cousin who's 23 now he sometimes chokes me and throws me onto couches and even throws me on my bed. I just want to feel okay.

I only have one person I love and who I am trying my hardest to stay alive for and thats my boyfriend. But sometimes even he makes it hard to stay alive but I love him very much and though he gets mad with me sometimes over small things and.. makes me cry a lots when he calls me names and some other things he still loves me and tries his best to care and be with me a lot. I know hes having just as much of a hard time with stuff so I do my best to sympathize and be there for him always.