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Calliandras

Calliandras

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Oct 15, 2024
52
Hey guys, this is It for me. Already in my hotel Room. Method is SN. I'm kinda heartbroken that i'll leave my family waiting for me at home. And my cat. I'll miss her so much. Already took Plasil, 30 minutes left on the timer.
I'm rly rly nervous, my stomach is turning. I don't think i'll be able to wait for the timer to end
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,022
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Calliandras

Calliandras

Member
Oct 15, 2024
52
I'm rly rly nervous, my stomach is turning. I don't think i'll be able to wait for the timer to end. 24 minutes.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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Peace and love to you and always around if you cahnge your mind.

Walter
 
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reyonrays

reyonrays

Death brings peace, the ultimate release.
Oct 27, 2024
74
Hey there,

I'm really sorry that it comes to this, no matter what you are going to be doing, good luck, and hopefully your passing will be peacefull without suffering. Be strong pal! Sending hugs and prayers!
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
313
Estou rly rly nervoso, meu estômago está revirando. Acho que não vou conseguir esperar o cronômetro acabar. 24 minutos.
Foi Bom o que tempo que você passou aqui, sempre passou ser uma pessoa muito caridosa, espero que consiga o que você está atrás como eu vou conseguir em um curto período de tempo
 
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SnackNinja

Student
Mar 16, 2024
151
Sending you love
 
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Mayonaise

Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
370
I wish you a smooth ride towards freedom and eternal bliss
 
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Cherry Crumpet

Cherry Crumpet

Hiraeth
May 7, 2018
283
I'm sending you my love. The universe holds you. You are safe.
 
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Calliandras

Calliandras

Member
Oct 15, 2024
52
Cups ready with propanolol. Low blood sugar kicking in, I'm trembling like a leaf. 15 min on the timer but I think I'm gonna drink It already.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
Have a safe trip yeah
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
We're here with you, update us if you are able to or want to. Sending you love and peace.
 
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Calliandras

Calliandras

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Oct 15, 2024
52
Drank the First Cup, probably wont update anymore. Thank you all for your lovely messages. Stay safe guys.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
Propranolol is gonna calm you down
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
Drank the First Cup, probably wont update anymore. Thank you all for your lovely messages. Stay safe guys.
💕 May it be as painless and quick as possible.
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
313
Bebi a Primeira Taça, provavelmente não atualizarei mais. Obrigado a todos pelas mensagens adoráveis. Fiquem seguros, rapazes.
Boa partida
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I hope you achieve your goal.
I hope eternal peace & love finds you 🌹💔
Drank the First Cup, probably wont update anymore. Thank you all for your lovely messages. Stay safe guys.
🤗🤗🤗
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
603
I hope you have peace now :heart:
 
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