Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia

Student
Feb 17, 2024
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This won't be long.

I can't live in this world anymore, so I'm turning on the gas in a bit. Shaved my head and I look ridiculous! But any and all hair can interfere with the SCUBA mask. It's only going to take 30 minute because now I have to re-adjust the straps to fit my bald head, and they are kind of hard to adjust.

Thank you to my gal pals on SaSu, @sserafim and @divinemistress36. Never thought we'd discuss our periods on a forum like this! :pfff: :heart: Thank you @angel.eyes02 for starting that thread. And a very special thank you to @Tears in Rain for all the knowledge and interesting discussions that led me further down the SCUBA/nitrogen rabbit hole. I'm sincerely and wholeheartedly sorry if I was ever bitchy to anyone on here. My whole life and personality changed 18 months ago. I'm not who I was in 2022 vs. now.

I have our wedding song on repeat, along with our "engagement song." It will play until the battery runs out on my MP3 player. I don't think engagement songs are an official thing. But we flipped a coin between the two songs for our wedding. My husband's dad introduced us to our engagement song, which is where my profile image comes from...the music video. Those two look SO much like us, except my husband has way prettier teeth, a way more gorgeous smile. People used to tell us that all the time..."you guys look like The First Time couple."

To all my Alabama "friends" reading this, and you murderous cops, US government and cop lovers....fuck you all. I'm at peace. I'm ready. I was going to wait until next Monday. But there's no reason to stick around that long.

Dear Mods, please delete my profile if I do not post any responses in 72 hours. If I fail, I'm going to be very disappointed and sad. So it will take some time to adjust and regroup. Otherwise I'm dead.

Live life to the fullest everyone. Never visit a zoo and give them money. Those are animal prisons.

Bye. EDIT: I'm an English teacher. I logged in one last time to fix typos! :) Please let the edit appear. God I hope this works!
 
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Good luck and I hope you find peace that you've long sought after.
 
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Painfu.Ll.suffering

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Sep 17, 2023
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I wish u a nice travel and hope everything wents the way you want and you will be able to find peace...
 
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Apr 21, 2023
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Best wishes.
 
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strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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Good luck and best wishes
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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I hope you find peace.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Wish you a swift and peaceful journey. Hope you find the peace you are searching for ❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Good luck! I hope you find peace!
 
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Mar 11, 2024
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Good luck, I hope you find peace.
 
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juna

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Mar 4, 2024
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Sorry for your sufferings, I hope you find peace.
 
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BardBarrie

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Mar 17, 2024
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I hope you get that which you desire. Be at peace.
 
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ringo99

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Apr 18, 2023
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Godspeed. You're braver than I am
 
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Finalnight

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Aug 16, 2023
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I wish you good luck and I hope you get to where you want to be
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Wishing you peace and freedom from this hateful world. ♥️🤗♥️🤗♥️
 
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ForgottenAgain

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Oct 17, 2023
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I'm sorry life has lead you to this. I hope you find happiness on the other side
 
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Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
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It was nice chatting to you @Onomatopoeia, I hope you found peace.
 
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Zaphkiel

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May 13, 2023
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For what it's worth : i totally get you. I'm dead inside since my wife left me and it's the primary cause for me being here.
That is to say, your reason is 100% valid, even more than 100%, 1000% even.

Peace to you.
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
157
I never got a chance to engage in a conversation with you but I'm sure we all share a lot of similarities in our lives! I hope you are finally at peace and happy!
 
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thinvy

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Aug 7, 2023
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goodnight onomatopoeia, I know you'll surely be missed here. I only wish I was awake sooner to tell you that. I hope everything was as easy and peaceful for you as it could be.
 
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smalleiers

Your local nutty politics guy
Mar 18, 2024
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I hope that your passing was quick and peaceful. I've read quite a few of your posts while researching the scuba method and wish that you get reunited with your husband.
 
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RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
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I hope you find peace and good luck!
 
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Endisclose

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Oct 23, 2023
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I enjoyed your poetic posts in this forum.. I wish you peace and happiness.
 
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destinationlosangel

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Feb 16, 2024
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Godspeed! *prayer hands*

I just listened to that song u shared and shed a few tears. May u find happiness!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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roku6

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Jan 23, 2024
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I hope your scuba setup does not fail you. Thanks for giving me advice in the topic.
Have a safe journey!
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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I hope everything goes well and I so agree with your views fuck cops and fuck zoo´s they´re animal prisons indeed. And I am listening to the songs you posted while reading your post and writing this.

I really hope everything works out for you, goodnight you´re so brave.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Rest in peace and have a safe journey! ❤️
 
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